( mar.apr.may.03 ) ( dec.03.jan.feb.02 ) ( sep.oct.nov.02 ) ( jun.jul.aug.02 ) ( mar.apr.may.02 ) ( dec.01.jan.feb.02 )

you can map it all out...where it has all started to go off....

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2002.05.31 - toad for a visit
2002.05.29 - hank and my dad = twins!
2002.05.29 - i rule.
2002.05.27 - this long entry is for you ali. i hope you're happy.
2002.05.23 - i fucking hate this shit. ie: normalacy reigns, and nothing is amiss.
2002-05-21 - i need a new bike. please?
2002-05-21 - more later.
2002-05-18 - this celery is hurting my teeth
2002.05.18 - feel the beat in my beat-core
2002.05.16 - damn you amelie. i'll kill you for bestowing love in my heart once more...
2002-05-15 - acting! ness creek...? too much for anyone to think of.
2002-05-14 - secretly....trying to lighten the mood?
2002.05.14 - i have a belly. lovely belly. and it's fucking hot out.
2002.05.13 - um...ice cream...?
2002.05.12 - happy mothers day. mom. i'm in jail mom. i'm calling from jail...
2002.05.12 - bored. boring. boarish.
2002-05-11 - i got bored of writing part way though. i wish i had the strength...
2002-05-09 - my, what silly underpants you wear...
2002-05-06 - i'm wearing purple sweatpants! with a giant hole in the crotch!
2002-05-05 - i'm so boring i should be shot. shot shot shot shot shot
2002-05-04 - i'm a fucking monster. i'm huge
2002-05-03 - i am so boring. i suck bum. but i least i don't use emoticons. i mean...um, i like them!
2002-05-01 - un-something. but don't see what. or where. or why.
2002-04-30 - all of this is making some sort of brokeness inside
2002-04-28 - i'm off to save the world. meaning:too long.
2002-04-25 - stop your sighing...be happy again (and the whole world smiles with you.)
2002-04-24 - walkmans and sams and rents and things.
2002-04-23 - i haven't been here. and might not be...
2002-04-19 - big hairy toe fucks jerry's mother-fucking cock-sucking mom.
2002-04-18 - suck it up.
2002-04-17 - mattdean's a trickster
2002-04-16 - i amused myself. take that as you will.
2002-04-15 - i met jerry!
2002-04-14 - non-productivity. and days events
2002-04-13 - summary. of.
2002-04-11 - this sleep deprivation isn't even funny anymore (and i still love my friends.)
2002-04-10 - your steak?
2002.04.08 - there really isn't anything new, but i managed a pretty long entry none the less.
2002.04.07 - i've been working too much. i should sleep. i should
2002-04-05 - sleep? please.
2002-04-04 - all these boys. and activism.
2002-04-03 - why is aaron so very stupid?
2002-04-02 - i think this might be heaven.
2002-04-01 - watching dancer in the dark, and i ripped my character-defining pants
2002-03-30 - the only way to stop a train...
2002-03-28 - happy meredith day
2002-03-27 - i make supper and get jobs lots.
2002-03-26 - mr. tree
2002-03-25 - i don't want to lose any of this.
2002-03-25 - ben matheson!
2002-03-24 - if a were a younger boy.
2002-03-23 - spilling into over around infiltrating today.
2002-03-22 - friendships should employ truthfullness
2002-03-21 - i need to go somewhere. be something.
2002-03-20 - the house is so barren.
2002-03-19 - aaron. and the stupidity of what i'm getting myself into.
2002-03-18 - you really win some and lose some. really.
2002-03-17 - muscle aches and spasms. to tired not to be sad.
2002-03-15 - so tired and so tired.and so tired
2002-03-14 - more talking about boys. surprise.
2002-03-13 - he's got big blue eyes. ick.
2002-03-12 - job interviews...and chai tea
2002-03-11 - rings and rings and rings
2002-03-09 - i wish it were my birthday. or summer. or a pretending summer birthday.
2002-03-07 - converse. converse. converse.
2002-03-06 - plans. and things. and amelie.
2002-03-04 - school today. and other new business.
2002-03-03 - body images? and play stressed talks...

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