et puis
disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

.

2002-03-04 9:06 p.m.

the play went. and all was merry. melissa forgot her line and it was humorous. everyone looked delightful. none of you were there. i was really appreciating graeme. he's fairly amazing i think, and i don't really understand him enough. man i want to be friends with him and his friends...went out for coffee in a horrible mood. i always feel stupid and empty and frustrated after a show. and elated. and something...

i want to go see amelie. but i really don't have the time i don't think. there's so many events to go this week. and there aren't many people who will go with me. ai. amelie.


i went to the university this morning with chala. it was excellent fun. just brilliant. i think i will attend sporatically. so that people are still glad to see me. and appreciative. it was like high school except better, and with more people. more pretty boys. � � � � � i went there to look for love-boys. or the love-boy. my brilliant love boy. i went through the hallways singing lloovvee-bbooyy...but he didn't answer...he probably had his head-phones on. he would. he'd have music on and be writing maybe............
i saw a boy with an elliott smith t-shirt. i've never seen a boy with a elliott smith shirt. i've never seen an elliott smith shirt. i was going to follow him but i had to go to my psychology class (well, amy's). i miss him. elliott smith shirt(at least i think it was. what if i'm wrong?). and there were boys who smiled at me. which i highly enjoy. (i was looking at them. i was wearing a low-cut shirt. i was looking...)
niki(**********) has a cute boy. she's pretty good. yesyes. and she probably made brownies tonight. i wish i had brownies. ai.

i also saw amanda(crumpett). which was weird. strange and good. i also forgot that she had a face. in general she looks exactly like i remember. but close up. she has really big eyes. she's really pretty in general. and i always forget that she has longer hair.......i saw jessalynn(beautie) and steph(bitterlemon). diaryland makes people strange in real life.

apparantly andrew stopped by my house today. i wasn't here. that's strange. i do have his hat. and i ate it. ha ha ha.

being with amy and chala today was nice and sweet. they are so much and have been for years. i'm always saying that. but it's so true. there are pictures of chala all over campus. she did some hair modeling......

i'm tired. i'm tiredtired. and i have work to do tomorrow(sorrow).

are horroscopes right? school today. and other new business.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

diarylanded oldered profiled emailed
guestbooked noted surveyed surveyed2 pictured

myspaced