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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2002-04-16 4:53 p.m.

i went and did the photos with mattdean today...and it was pretty good, not awkward or stupid. and there was part of a roll left and i took pictures of him. i don't know if they'll be good though...because i'm a really really good photographer. i mean, sometimes i don't put any film in the camera, and sometimes i just take pictures of my bum. but i'm a really really good photographer.

but yeah...i hope they turn out good, for matt's sake. i hope hope. (i really like the expression 'i hope against hope...') he showed me how to put the chemicals into the film and so on...it took too long and i got bored. i get bored a lot. and very easily. this is why i should never get married. among dozens of other reasons (like: i could fit eight into my life, i should do so. forever suck my bum). � � i should have listened. but i didn't. at all. i'd like to know more about photography. has anyone seen the movie sleeper with woody allen...? cause there's this machine on it that you step into - like an upright cylinder - and it gives you an orgasm. the point is that me and mattdean went into one of these (well...a similar looking device.) and i made a crack (surpisingly enough) asking if i was going to get an orgasm. and he said if i was lucky. but i didn't. sigh. � it was actually a revolving door thing for the pitch-black-room, to keep any light out. it's a good thing i'm not alisin. otherwise i would have gotten stuck. i bet a lot of making out gets done in that pitch-black-room. but not for me today. sigh. but he took my picture. that means he likes me.

that paragraph was too long and pointless (at least i managed to amuse myself). therefore i must end this entry. i amused myself. take that as you will.

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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