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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2004.04.16 9:16 a.m.

internet searches are really weird. i tried to stop searches for hu xx tab ulls from finding this..but to no avail, i think it's on google's radar forever. so be it. because i live in toronto now nothing really matters. and i do like the h ux xta bulls for dancing, so good work then. keep it up.

and as for constantine, he's mentioned here. we should be friends because we're terribly funny (annoying). but i'm not so ridiculous that i'll still put effort into it. or even think about it anymore.

you know who's better? the mark inside. man i love those guys..i want them to hang out with me every day. i bet they'll be famous soon. i had a dream that we were all living in the same building. it was fun. and i had lots of kittens. ha.

a northern chorus is playing tomorrow night and i really want to go. hopefully i'll be able to find someone to kick it with. but it's expensive. priscilla? it's another band with cute boys. and sweet sweet dream rock. in a good way. and i want to see raising the fawn as well. it would be good.

i start work tomorrow. booooo.

i got my voice journal done. sort of good. i hope it's fine. it should be.

i have a stupid comm essay today, on the graduate. i hate essays i've decided. i'm just bored of writing about pointless things that i don't care about.

i practiced my scene for christine's class yesterday at luna's. christine got mad at us on wednesday for not being prepared and rehearsed. good work christine. i'm glad. we don't have nearly enough pressure here. people are getting away with slacking off hard core..and it's irritating when i'm trying to get so much out of this.

soon i'll have a week break and it will be better.

i haven't been out much lately. i keep sleeping all the time. but i think my alarm clock's stopped working, so it's a good think i have a good internal clock. somewhat.

i need proper friends here.

at least i feel better. there's a better chance of making friends if you don't hork up phlem onto their faces. i find.

got to get to class. we need to impress christine. she's so smart too, she could be giving us so much. if we were prepared.

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was Medium? - 2008-01-17
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