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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2002-04-14 8:56 p.m.

i can't figure out if i'm in a bad mood because i'm so tired. or if i'm tired because i'm in such a bad mood. the result is the same none the less.

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one of my managers at work quit. not giving two weeks notice even. someday i'd like to follow in her footsteps.

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there was a cute boy at work today assembling the deck outside. it seemed like we'd be friends. i hope i see him again sometime and we get to friends. his name was tyler. i think.

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i really like elisa. this girl i work with. she's smart and nice. and not obscenely preppy. just sort of mature. although she's probably my age. and i like the cook named chris(?). he's funny. he said here's your muffin, muffin. it made me laugh.

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mr. ratzlaff came in today with his wife and his daughter shawna. mr. ratzlaff is probably the grown man that i know best in this whole world. probably. and i'd never seen this daughter before. it was neat because it was seeing him in a different role than i'd seen him previously. shawna's probably somewhere in her twenties and is intensely autistic. and pretty cute. mr. ratzlaff and his wife had their arms around her a lot cuddling her. partly i think to calm her down. but it was still nice...

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i'm still mad at melissa for mocking the toad yesterday. you don't make fun of people's diseases. you just don't. whether they affect them mentally or physically. espcially in the presence of someone who loves them. � this is why i hate it when people say retard. it's ugly, vulgar and rude. and could be so hurtful to people around.

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i did nothing productive today. this makes me sad.

if you have any questions about my heart you should ask. i haven't thrown away the key.

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. (i can finally finish reading all the diaries on my buddy list and by the time i'm done someone else has updated. now there's efficient internet addiction for you.) non-productivity. and days events

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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