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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.


2005.11.06 4:50 p.m.

yesterday this guy came to fix my internet. first thing in the morning when i was all sick and hungover and stuff.
and then he was all - 'it's all fixed now. wow, i can't believe it was working at all before. but now it works perfect. you won't have any problems.' and i was all 'yeah, i'll believe that when i see it.'
and sure enough it was back to it's old tricks by that night.

sundays are lazy days and i see that everyone's on myspace and msn. i feel weird being able to see people like that.
everyone puts themselves as 'away' on msn. you have to, otherwise you're not cool.
i would say i was online - but i don't want to look too easy.
easy, yes. but not too easy.

fuck i wish i'd bought more hallowe'en kisses.

nobody's actually interested in anyone else - they're just interested in what peole can do for them.
it's sad sometimes i think.

i wish my heart would warm up, cause i can be a pretty cool girlfriend. for at least two weeks anyway.
no, i think i'm nice to date when i want to be.

i went to see a play with melissa this afternoon. it was called e-dentity. never, NEVER, have i been so disapointed with now magazine's review. serves me right for my blind trust in their opinions.
yeah, it was fine. it was also short and kind of boring. and it didn't have much of a plot. i should have listened to my gut instinct after hearing the title. but now gave it four n's and an arrow. that's double good. wtf?

i like repetition. i just like how things get more intense.

now who has the lonely dent?
this guy.

all the stores are decorating for christmas.
it's coming on christmas, there's cutting down trees, putting up reindeer and singing songs of joy and peace. i wish i had a river that i could skate away on.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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