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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2005.09.12 12:29 p.m.

ai. i'm feeling a bit stuck. for obvious reasons. i think i might be almost-done with resisting. that'd be neat. then maybe i could get on with this whole being an actor thing. that'd be neat.

i need to get a top-notch agent.

yesterday i had a cold, i think it's getting a bit better which is good because i think it's redsox tonight which means it'll be busy. and then yankees this weekend which means it'll be BUSY. so hopefully i will make tons of money. knock on wood.

steve and her boyfriend, matt, stayed with me and it was good. i was surprisingly fine with having houseguests. maybe because there were two of them so i didn't feel bad just ignoring them. i also worked most of the time.

then we went to montreal. that was fun. we stayed with niki in her small apartment. it made me want to move there and be with her always. although near the end i was getting a little tired of people. why are there always so many people?
montreal was beautiful. niki showed me many nice places. my favorite restaurant was santropol (sp?) because it was beautiful and they had GIANT slices of carrot cake. and it was so good. and all the waiters there were hot.

i saw alisin on her way back to saskatoon and i was jealous. i miss my home. it was really nice to see her though, we went and watched sweet thing play and i danced and danced. it was very very fun. i sent my headshot and demoreel back with her for my mum. and i even let her watch part of it even though it's dumb.
we also visited to markinsiders down the block but we chose seeing sweetthing over them.
i like nick and all of them very much. and i miss hanging around with them.

i went to a party at my friend dave's house on friday and it was awkward and also fun. the sweetthing boys were there too. i talked to some new people - which i need to do more of. one girl i talked to is a working actor and then i googled her and found out she'd worked with bougie. that's funny. i'm jealous of her, but she's also very nice.
the girls from instantstar were also there, but i didn't talk to them. nick is horrible at introducing people and i felt awkward towards them. i did want to talk to the girl who's on renegadepress but i didn't.
ew i hate being like "so you're an actor hey? i want to be an actor too!!!" sickening.

ali and i had lunch with bouge on friday. i adore him. we discussed the program and it's problems and he was sooo on our wavelength. makes me wish i was just going into the program now. sigh.

i got allan to write me a letter of reference.
I am writing this letter on behalf of Meredith Mistletoe, who was a student of mine in the Humber College Acting for Film and TV program.
Meredith was a delight to work with. She is highly creative and jaw-dropping smart. She can play both drama and comedy beautifully, and has a unique quirkiness in addition to her highly photogenic good looks. She works very hard at her craft, but has a sense of humour which makes working with her very enjoyable. Her intelligence, wisdom, and sensitivity have impressed many of the faculty.
I can therefore recommend her very highly.

that's nice i think. i've asked bouge to write me one as well (just a secret way of soliciting compliments from people i admire). who knows if he will though?

i'm tired.
and homesick. oh the baby. and i need bestfriends here. or a boyfriend, yeah, that could be a hot substitute. and i'm so good at relationships.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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