disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.
note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.
2005.03.15 12:10 p.m.
mum's coming today. that's bizarre.
i'm extremely tired because despite best intentions i put off cleaning until far too late. and had class far too early.
class was interesting though today(for once)(to me), we filmed my scene. it's too bad we went first, now i'll be bored for the rest of the semester. oh funsies.
and michael and i got into a miniature fight about this new event thing that neil's planning. i'm too irritated to get into it on here right now. i think i'll put more effort into stopping it first.
i like being an actor, and being fussed over. and we're playing that everyone who isn't in the scene is the crew, including hair+makeup and props and so on.
but it's also lame. like a bad playing-house kind of a game where everyone takes things far too seriously.
touro's so lonely these days i think. and to make it worse i didn't have much food for him this morning. i should really get him some.
i also didn't really finish my mum's care package. i am not a good daughter, luckily she's probably not bringing me any treats and so i don't care.
nick and i talked on the phone last night. i like to email him during the day and i like to know his schedule at all times and i like for him to call me when he's done school. and ask him how his day was. very boyfriendy-girlfriendy. i'm doing it on purpose too be annoying, but it's not really working. usually i'd be thinking about breaking up by now..
i'm bizarre because i really feel i should get to have all the fun/funny parts of relationships without doing the work or staying in them for any length of time.
nick seems okay with this. he says it takes a lot to irritate him. that's good for me. because i do a lot of irritating.
i miss niki.
you know you're self-centred when you spend so long editing tons of pictures of yourself. also, that you took all those pictures of yourself in the first place..
i think i'm going to buy a ukelayle (sp?). should i get black?
previously - and then
*oh random entry*
all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15
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