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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2004.03.12 9:01 a.m.

i'm not really sure i should have asked for party in the last entry. it turns out too much party can make one quite quite ill. oooo. gross.

on tuesday priscilla did come to carnathan's show with me and she brought her friend mattmanna and the amazing park bench. i'm not sure if i've mentioned park bench much in here..but he's facinating. he's an actor, and does voice over work, and directs and writes and produces and even released a song once (everything kills me). he's so funny. he looks like he should be in a tim burton film (his favorite director).

anyways. so we went to see another blue door. and they were pretty good. actually quite good. yes..even mattmanna liked them and he isn't into indie rock. the lead singer was cute and emo and melancholy. it's kind of like brighteyes and pavement, and some other stuff.. and i talked to steve and nathan afterwards breifly. steve was wearing a bunnyhug, and only referred to me as 'saskatoon'. nathan was aloof but flirty but i was drunk..so it was slightly awkward, as i was having a hard time paying attention properly. steve has a room for rent in his place right on college (little italy) with a deck for only 380..but i can't move in there because i can't live with normal people let alone cute boys. and also it's above a bar so friday and saturday nights are hell. and by hell i mean fun.

(it occurs to me that they'll probably find this through searches for their band name. well, it's their own fault then. haha online diaries are ridiculous.)

but yeah. so we all started drinking there, and were all pretty drunk and then priscilla and parkbench decided they really needed to do karaoke. so we went out to this big gay bar in gay town..er, sorry, village. and it was awesome and lots of people. and we just keptttt drinking. and parkbench kept buying us shots..and then i got to the point where i thought i could drink forever. well, i've never been to that point before..to make a long story short i ended up horribly embarassing myself (in a funny, funny way) by singing terrible karaoke (nowadays from chicago) and vomiting a lot. thankfully not on stage.

priscilla took care of me though. but i really have no recollection of getting into bed..i barely got out of it the next day though. i missed school. luckily it was only one not-so-important class, but still. it sucks. in a funny way.

well. i live in toronto. and i'm young and in college. so that's the way the pork i guess.

yesterday i walked alllll over downtown. it was kind of fun, it a rainy wet cold way. but good. i'd never been to the annex before. it's very pretty. and i found an apartment that i desperately want but can't have. damnation! get it for me. the problem is that it's available for may 1st, and i need something for april. damn fuck, it's good though. in a very very tiny way. a tiny mainfloor, lotsofwindows, catsallowed kind of a way.

i'll find something right? good then.

aparantly despitacidosskjfdoiwg fuck i don't know how to spell/say their name played here and got a reallyreally good review. and josh martinez too, also with a great review. i wish i could have gone for steve's sake. and i missed both!!! though i think they played while i was away. but still. oh i like music.

i don't really feel like being at school today. that's new. ahhh well, i should expect that. luckily i have a brownie in my bag that's calling my name...

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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