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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2004.03.15 8:57 a.m.

it's been a loooooong weekend. but fine.

if i didn't have such terrible(!) cramps i'd really want to talk about it. maybe. i've taken all the medication i can..maybe it'll be okay when i get to voice and can do some release work in my inner systems. in theory. or i might start bawling and weeping and wailing and then it would serve my class damn right because i don't much feel like seeing them anyhow.

i'm pure jerk. this is becoming more and more clear to me. i'm sucking quite hardcore.

great now someone's going to search for hardcore sucking and find my diary. awesome. i should just start posting porn. make it worthwhile around here.

i like it when friend's parents like me. and it's funny when the parent knows more than the friend..you know about what's going on with me. i used to have great conversations with mattdean's parents. i should still just call them up. oh, fraser, i talked to your mum this weekend.

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i found an apartment. oh yeah. all by myself, because i'm big and shit. and it's quite quite pretty..with some downsides i'm sure. it's tiny and on the 3rd floor in an attic. and it's tiny and has a tiny bathroom with a tinytiny bathtub and tiny stairs and big windows and a big open one-room. and a roof that i can maybe climb out onto, because i'm a teenager and that's what i do. and i can have a kitten!!!!!!! holy lick i might just eat it up. and the place is pretty, painted in white and creamyellow with slope celings. oh right and the location! just exactly where i wanted i can't even explain. it's about a block and a half off college street (little italy!) towards bloor. i'm winning i must say. and price-wise, it's painful, but i was expecting more for sure, and i was also expecting a basement. so good. good.

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britt's moving out early and only paying half a month's rent. it's good for me, but bad for sandra. i mean, britt agreed to stay for the two months. i'll just be glad of no more boyfriends over. unless they're mine. but it also means that all the house cleaning will be left for me! britt is very inconsiderate i think..in a non-aware way.

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i'm excited for having a home..and decorating it and all of that. what fun. so come and stay with me..

previously - and then

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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