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2004.01.06 1:31 a.m.

these past couple of days have felt sooo long. not in a good or bad way really, just technically extremely lengthy. it takes effort to remember breakfast yesterday. i like doing nothing. i haven't done nothing in a while.

i hope i can find someone to go with me to a northern chorus on monday. it's weird that it's only two days (not even) until i go.

i can't comprehend. it's undigestible. it's never happened, therefore, not possible. i'm actually leaving. i've been saying i'm leaving for yeeeeeaaaaars.

if it wasn't for chala and priscilla, i don't know how i'd feel. double scared i guess. but i like them so much, at least i have them to look forward to.

and cute boys..oh ho cute boys. it's a good thing i'm okay at meeting/getting along with new people.

guys, i, uh, haven't packed yet. damnnn.

i have too much planned for tomorrow. breakfast, lunch, and supper. guhh. but brilliant as i like to see people i love. if anyone's up for bowling tomorrow night, you should call me. and if anyone needs me to stop by to hug them, then also call me. ackack.

went to jerry's for three hours today. it really didn't feel that long. me and const went at 1 ish and didn't leave until after 4. i had a pancake. it wasn't that good, but i think i've had enough grilled cheese for awhile. well...maybe not. stant and i get along so well. i still think he's being a bit of a dick about things, but mostly just with the not talking it out. and i still think he's pretty fun. actually, really damn funny. yes. burke told me today that k is my age. ha, i didn't know that at all. she seems...bigger. he also told me not-quite-secrets. why am i such a sucker for gossip?

stant and i sat around by ourselves for quite awhile and we also hung out a bunch with richie and dan, richie and constantine did a word find together. and made jokes about getting bum massages. and a lot of 'jerry's fresh cream' jokes got made as well. j-anal was also around, she's so funny. aparantly seeing someone! i hope it's someone good and not dwayne-like. she deserves it i think.

i went out for supper with hillary tonight at chiantis. it was very good. she got me a copy of 'kicking tomorrow' which i've been wanting for a good couple of years. i need to re-read it now. awesome. it's very good. and also made me a mixtape. i am a fan of mix tapes. she told me lots about her new 6'3 (huge) prison-guard boyfriend. i like her so much. our friendship never really changes. it probably won't even really be affected by my living in another city. well..a bit. everything will be.

watched 'top of the food chain' with burke and carlan tonight. it was really quite awesome. parts of it were amazing. all of you would like it. i decided. it really wasn't as awkward as it could have been (luckily). carlan spoke a couple of sentences, i didn't hit on burke too badly, we all kept our pants on. you know, non-awkward things. i like that he likes music so much. and seems like a genuinely nice guy. i wanted to ask more about k and const, but i couldn't. in two days it won't matter. i'm looking forward to that, like you wouldn't believe. i hope that they at least speak after i leave town. you know, if they pass each other in the streets they won't just look away.

i waste so much time on here recording events, i should be out doing things. or packing. or at least sleeping, so that i can get doing stuff later.

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