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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2002.11.26 9:18 p.m.

after trying on winter coats at the sally ann today, i came to this conclusion: i am too short for everything. the obvious solution would be to go naked, the problem being that it's already below zero outside and i look better when i'm not blue...not that i look bad per se. i'm not even that mis-proportional, i just look silly in regular clothing. this 'mid-length' coat came down past my knees. and it was a nice coat too. not enough toggles mind you, but it would have done, if it wasn't sooo long. and the pants i was wearing today look absurd because the front pockets go half way down my thighs. i'm just all around tiny. and it weirds me out. because i don't feel tiny. i fell overly large (not fat, but not small enough.)

(donna and eric got engaged!)

i spent a lot of money today. you all better like your christmas. for what i'm paying for it. ho lo. this year i'm finding family remarkably easy to buy for (perhaps due to the forum) and friends very difficult. probably because i spend very little time with friends. to the point where i don't know what they'd like. or even who to get anything for. i'd like to just make everyone things, but it's not like i have that kind of time.

i'm saddened for lack of time. and for how i spend all of my time on this here internet. making a saddening mock attempt at spending time with my friends. sigh. sigh. sigh.   (it's too bad i have to be sarcastic about everything).

i bought a wool sweater today. it will probably be shrunken in a couple weeks. luckily it only cost me 3 dollars. how do you people not shrink your wollen clothings?   i always forget and wash them in warm water and then machine dry them....it looks like i'm not supposed to do that.

by the way wheyon boys, my mum's still whining about her tin lids. just thought you'd want to know. (and she thinks it's worth ruining our friendships over.)

i haven't gone to the gym in years. i should probably just give up. yes, that will be the way. just like everything else i do.

i'm an optimist!!!!!!!

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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