disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.
note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.
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2003.06.28 4:44 p.m.
your new entry:
aig. i've had things to say. but i don't know how to say them. or what not to say.
i've been feeling really stressed. i'm not sure when i'd figured that out, but it makes a lot of sense. i'm working so much, and my close life isn't steady and perfect. i want to buy a car, but lack confidence and initiative. i'm going crazy lots and wanting things i can't have. i'm re-aquainting with people and distancing myself from people that i maybe shouldn't.
i'm happy to see fraser again. i don't know what it is...he just makes me smile. he's one of the best drunk people too, just retains intelligence and gets funny in a different way. not like some people...hoo lo. none the less, i was missing him.
so many other people are such welcome additions to my life. it feels so good to be with people i appreciate. even just for brief conversations. even just for caught eyes and seeing them from a distance. i really like people.
i was hanging out with alisin for a bit last night. that was fine. it was funny that she was wearing a shirt so similar to one i had just bought. makes sense. she's so weird. it's hard to fathom.
jeremy lane came with us to the pita pit. and i was hanging out with megan lane as well for bits. they are really cool. so good. jeremy makes the sweetest faces, and is generally a really nice guy. megan is like a teenage boy. a teenage boy with no boundaries. awesome. i think i'm going to go see her play in a bit. yes jazz fest.
my brutter and mutter are going out of town for a couple days next week so i'm thinking about having people over on tuesday night. you can come. and your mom. yeah.
andrew's was pretty fun last night. that's when i was hanging out with the afore mentioned people. oh quite. andrew's one of the weirdest people i know. and the mix of people there was odd as well. i like andrew's mum a lot. she's very sweet. and andrew's room. it's comforting...in a quite odd way. and andrew, he's...something. happy birthday.
there's more to say that i don't know how to phrase it. and i grow weary of this whole
word description writing business.
previously - and then
*oh random entry*
all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15
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