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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2005.12.13 8:18 a.m.

oh shit, the 13th already?
....it goes so fast we don't have time to look at one another.

life is still pretty sweet. but i do have to work for ten billion hours today, so i might not think so later. but maybe..

i think i'm just becoming more and more self-centered. woah.

i did some christmas shopping yesterday. i bought some things for some people.. so i felt accomplished. i wandered around downtown and felt strange/excited about them turning the old bay building into really fancy lofts. ahhaahah who's going to buy the lofts???? me, for sure, but who else!?

i went to the midtown, and it was really crowded. on a monday afternoon. i thought maybe i'd avoid crowds..but no.
the santa at midtown looks surprisingly real. i was far less scared of him. mehta thinks it might be his uncle percy.

i brought my camera to mps and they dug out film that i got trapped in there and hopefully it was just that i was loading it wrong.....we'll see i guess. liam from the sheaf was there. and he said hi to me but i didn't recognize him until after he said hi. so i probably looked like an ass. whatevs, i'm usually distracted by other boys while i'm at the sheaf.

it was sloppy monday at the riviera last night. it was really fun. mattdean was more ready to party than i've seen him in awhile. more people looked at least a little fancy, and we were all there for some length of time. steph, ali, and jen made an impromptu fondu (oh ho ho ho) with nutella and fruit and it was so good. and i ate another of ali's muffins and some of fraser's lentil soup. we explored music that mattdean had that spanned back a few years made by them/people we know. the best of was the cd of songs made for the yadda play 'next week last friday'. haha oh god.
i took some badly lit pictures of people and i hope they'll turn out.

i'm hoping that this mood holds out. because i'm not down with being unhappy anymore.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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