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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.


2005.01.03 11:24 a.m.

leaving leaving leaving leaving leaving.

i wish i were gone today.

i lay awake last night..usually i have no problems falling asleep. but i really did toss and turn.
so tired of thinking at all.

today should be a doing things kind of a day. a getting things done time.
we'll see if i get on that.

my dinner date was nice. i like hillaries.

it seems like people should want to see me more considering how soon i'm leaving.

i was thinking of trying to organize something for wednesday night but i can only imagine it being horribly awkward and uncomfortable. not that that wouldn't be party party all the time...
but if i don't have some sort of get together i can't imagine getting to see everyone i need to see before thursday.

people i'm worried about not getting to see:
-carlan -jamie -steph -angie -stevedave -jpr -twins -mattdean -you.

i bought myself a new coat yesterday, which i do all-too frequently, but i really like this one. i hope.
i also bought some god-awful stillettos. which i adore and are hideous and beautiful. all at once. mmm payless.

okay, it's time to get at er.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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