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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2004.03.19 4:47 p.m.

i like living in toronto. it's official! except i also like living in saskatoon. luckily my family still lives in saskatoon, so i have to go back there sometimes.

yesterday was in some ways the ultimate perfect toronto day. what i'd have imagined myself doing, living on my own in toronto.
almost right after i woke up i went walking. i walked into chinatown, through kensington, and up into little italy. i window shopped, and thought of places i'd work. then i visited chala at magnolia (the nice yuppie grocery story that she works at). she looked glamorous in a think sweater and a pretty shall (the one that megan gave me for christmas years ago). that's where i met don mckellar. and he was small and nice. like i said. and i was awkward but somewhat funny and not too much i hope. i think he probably lives near me. ha! i live in toronto so much.

then i walked more and walked up to bloor. i went past my future house and was excited to move right inside of it. i stared up at my window for awhile and felt like soon i'd have a homehome. hopefully. then i walked around bloor, did some more window shopping. and i went into honest ed's. it was all it's cracked up to be i guess. i got a lot of things, conditioner, sewing supplies, pliers, blank tapes, and a lot of good groceries like hot chocolate and canned soup. i stopped at a small korean fruit shop and got lots of strawberries too.

when i got home i had soup and did the laundry with jackie, my laundry buddy, who's in my program.

then i drank hot chocolate, ate strawberries and sugar and made a sweet good mixtape in my giant mess-room.

of course then we went to the show. which was fun. for sure. i want to go out dancing every night and become the strongest person in the world.

the boys were nice, and their band was good. park was quite fun. and chala came with cameron (who i've missed) and her almost-love andreas (they can't be together because of distance..but they..yes). and we danced.

and geoff said i was the ultimate dancing pixie.
it didn't occur to me until today what a wonderful thing that was to say. i'll ask him to join my jeff club. despite his spelling.

oh i like being liked, especially by people who like me. of course.

so we're best friends now. i let them know. and they agreed. aw.

but yes, a good toronto day.

today was good too. despite lack of sleep. i'm staying around to see the first years do a some scenes of some sort. i hope it's good.

we had a counsellor come in for one class this morning. to see how everything's going. and for the first 3/4 we were all happy go lucky and then i mentioned that there was so much hidden tension and so on, and it went to shit. we opened up a whole bunch of stuff that we didn't even have time to address, let alone try to mend.

one guy has been so inappropriate in every class that it's bordering on harassment, and i addressed this the best i could (finally) and it didn't go over well. first he insulted me and then he turned it into a joke and made fun of several people. it was awesome.

hopefully this will all get worked out. i'm bad with not talking everything through at all times. the counsellor seemed concerned though, so maybe he'll bring it up with diana. i hope so.

on a lighter note, on monday one of the women from the o.c. (kirsten) is coming to talk to us. so good. i'm glad. i do like the o.c., let's not lie.

tooooo long!

i'm very hungry and very broke. i hate that combination. that's the way the pork.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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