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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.


2004.10.18 1:03 p.m.

i'm seriously considering never leaving my house again. except for having to work tomorrow i guess. boo. but it's snowy out. and cold and slippery to drive in. i really hate driving in the winter time. i'd rather take the ttc. but not saskatoon transit. because it's so cold out and i always have to wait for too long.

i'm having fun staying indoors. not that i'm doing anything. watching a lot of tv i guess. you know it's bad when i'm watching 'princess of thieves' and ebert and roeper. ugh. i did also watch 'the anniversay party' which i really liked and some desperate housewives and marketplace. and canadian reflections.
holy fuck. i watched so much tv yesterday.
i also did some pilates and was on the internet for far far far too long. doing stupid things. like searches for answers to crossword puzzles.
i also started a new crossword. and almost finished saturday's. i hate crosswords. oh my god.
i also made some ginger cookies. holy jesus horse do i like ginger cookies. i want to have their ginger babies. but really, who's babies don't i want to have?

alisin's moving to toronto in a couple of weeks. how silly! so i talked to her for a bit on the phone yesterday. she's a little nervous..i wonder why. money business is so odd. and constricting.
i do hope that she moves into my neighborhood though. because it's the best neighborhood around. and dreadful amounts of fun. and i like having a community.

i've lost paul and viv's email addresses. damn nation. i should call ali and get them. i really wanted to email viv. i miss them so much.

it occurs to me that hillary still owes me a dossier. i'd like to read more of fraser's writing too. most people's actually. well..if it's good.
i wish i was still writing. more than this drivel i mean. but i have no heartbreak or real longing or real interest sad. i never wrote anything about geordie..that's funny. probably because everything is always so fine between us. what a bore-factory. excuse me if i fall asleep.. i'm not tired yet, but i just want to appologize in advance in case your boring talk puts me to sleep. i don't want to offend you.
i keep trying to feel something extreme..but it's not working out.

i had a dream last night i was put in the psych ward. that's odd. i was worried about them not letting me go back to school. and then i shot some people, or tried to..the guns weren't working properly. i ended up throwing lazy grenades. but none the less, it was a misunderstanding..the being locked up thing.
but the bed was very comfortable.

it sure feels like christmas. what a tease, all this snow two and a half months before christmas. oh christmas christmas, my one true love. i sure requested all the christmas movies i could think of at the library. i have -10000 monies this year, so hopefully i can make some nice shit to pad out people's presents. oh, i like presents so much! and christmas!
i made niki say that we'll make gingerbread houses. and we'll invite awkward people and it'll be like psychological testing to see how they decorate their house!

i wonder when cabin fever will set in? i'd really like to test that.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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