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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2004.08.10 3:38 p.m.

wow, in the past 24 hours i've sure got some funny funny google searches. including so many for 'poopstock' which i mentioned once last year, and don't know anything about. also for 'suntanning breasts', 'i love saskatoon', 'walk-in freezer sweating', and best of all: 'jeff rogstad'. that's great. he's sure on tv sometimes.. or something.


i've been thinking about rainbow cinemas a lot today. and i've decided that when i come home i'm going to be seeing a lot of dollar movies. so you better be willing to come along.

i'll just focus on dollar movies and not on how strange coming home might be. ai.


yesterday i went home and had a nap and then i went to jared's with alisonnn for tea. (he has an even bigger tea collection than i do..) it was good in a laid-back kind of a way. it's ridiculous how i keep making friends just as we are all leaving. i mean, maybe i'll never see alisonnn again, but i might also visit her in montreal.
jared is really good..but..i realized that he looks suspiciously like andrewkeith. that's too funny. and i think they might have close to the same birthday. but jared's older. when is andrew's birthday?


last night i called ali's cellphone about a voice assignment we had due this morning. but i had forgotten that she was working at the party/launch/meet-n-greet for the 2nd year aftv she answers her phone yelling "it's meredith mistletoe!" and she says "guess who i'm on a patio with?" and i say i don't know and she says "viv and paul!" and then paul asks if it's me and then demands the phone (apparantly) and so we have a little chat. it was just funny that we were talking on the phone (also that i'd called because i hadn't done an assignment for him) and i told him i taped over the funny bits of the video and he said "it's probably good, we really didn't want your mother seeing that". which proves that we did want my mother seeing that. anyway, so viv gets on the phone: "meredith? who are you fucking?", and i yell "what???!!??" and laugh and she asks it again and i just laugh and laugh and she says "meredith. it's 9:30. who are you fucking?" to which i could only answer "your mom". clearly. it was too funny. i just about died. who's teachers ask them that. anyway so i talked to ali very breifly and then told her to give them all hugs and kisses and so she said that to them and she says paul blushed. aw the baby.

classes today were good. paul's was just all about the vocal masques. he said i was sucessful but also that i was self-aware and that i don't have the complete vocal power that i really need. i need support and so on and yeah. fine.

we had an awesome (horrifyingly hard) class with a woman named pippa who teaches at ryerson usually. she did yoga and pilates. and it hurt like all fuck. we were all still shaking when we left. it was intense. but she was so awesome and positive and encouraging. and had such a strong aligned body that it made me want to do what she was saying in order to be like that..

i have to work tonight. i desperately need money and i desperately don't want to go to work. i wonder which one will win out. well since it's kind of rainy maybe they'll tell me not to come in. and i won't fight them because it's all so bad there these days. i just want to avoid them all.

i think i have to go home and stretch out from stretching.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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