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2004.03.03 4:08 p.m.

yeah..still avoiding things.

i'm leaving right away pretty much. saturday..(it goes so fast, we don't have time to look at one another.) i have a lot of plans with people, but also no plans with people i really need to see. ridiculous. and it's such a pain to try and make plans..especially when they fall through.

i just realized that i'm not in a very good mood. that's funny, i thought i was.

variety night was quite quite bad. i mean, i do enjoy many of the people who were in it, and there were a couple of okay skits, but overall..yeah. and yelling at the tech crew? lame. it was good to see people though. ryanpollard is so pretty, and graeme's looking so old, and i ran into tessa and mairin. that was neat..people my age!

value village was okay yesterday. i bought two pairs of sunglasses. i'm a big fan of sunglasses. i own many pairs, and none that i'm particularly attached to.

i'm quite quite blocked still. it's really working for me. and i'm okay with going back soon. well, kind of. there are definit things i want to get away from. and things i miss. walking everywhere, classes, chala and priscilla, the feel of the city around me..

not that i won't miss it here. but it's easier to let myself feel happiness/excitement than sadness/loss/ect.

i found out the cute waiter's name..that's good because it was bothering me. it drives me insane when i can't remember something. eats away at me.

constantine's been subbing at bowman frequently these days. have i said that already? i find this pretty amusing. i do like weirdness..but i'd like to say, if he subs your class..please don't make him feel awkward, or make me feel awkward, or make him feel unprofessional. it's already hard for him to be friend-like and teacher-like..and to find a balance. you know i'm sure.

i saw him very breifly last night at intermission of variety night. he didn't stay, but we did greet. he went to hug me and his crutch slipped, he lost his balance a little and put some weight on his bad knee..it seems like it's worse than he's letting on. but then again, he can never be serious about anything. ever.

i went shopping some more today. i really shouldn't. i just went to mcc and salvation army though, so it wasn't too bad. i bought a pink coat, two bras (yes i buy bras second hand. and they're nice.), a pink slip shirt thing, a pink slip dress thing, and a plain red t-shirt. a pretty good haul. i also went by booster juice to visit hillary. i sat with her on her break for a bit..and then got a free booster juice. it was so good. i haven't had one since i left.

i've been trying to write this entry for a good two hours.

i'm going to have plans with travis tonight i think. maybe we'll eat..and then we're going to louis to see jm play and maybe niki'll be there. and maybe burke. and maybe party. yeah, that's what i'm getting at. party. always.

today i have about ten plans. give or take. i'm really wondering when i'll be packing. i'm so frustrating.

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was Medium? - 2008-01-17
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