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2003.10.28 7:12 p.m.

i'm almost at the hallucinatory stage in being over-tired, which is good because it's starting to get a little fun. for a while there it was just painful. it's still pretty bad. i decided to watch a movie last night instead of sleeping and consequentially only got 2.5 or so hours of sleep. fucker.

the movie was good. 'things you can tell just by looking at her'. understated, subtle, just vignettes of some womens' lives. i liked it. but i also like sleep. i should get some of that soon. i almost skipped dance class to have a nap, but then i remember about how i really really like dance. a lot. and it wasn't as painful as i expected it to be. it wasn't as interesting either, but okay. i decided not to do coffee with ashley though, and we'll see about going to a movie with jm tonight. we're supposed to, but i might fall asleep. sucks. i also might not be able to drive in my vision doesn't improve.

jm came in to work today to see if we were still on for tonight, and to go to hi-tech i'm sure. trin/grayce said he looked at me 'quite adoringly'. that's his way. and he does adore me. of course.

i'm getting excited for hallowe'en, and also dreading how little sleep i'll be getting. fuck opening saturday morning. i should have made helen do it. it's not like she'll be out partying. very much.

i feel like singing.

did you know that googlism has nothing to say about maredeath? maredeath is very very hot. maredeath is a gorgeous and feisty little sexpot. wow sexpot is the funniest/grossest word ever.

nadia was talking today about a sex toy party she went to and they had this tiny vibrator you could have in your underpants and it had an attached control that you would put through a hole in your pocket and could control without anyone knowing. ever. the lady said she sold lots of them to cahiers and the like. "would you like parcel pi-i-i-ck uuup?"

grossy. and hilarious.

i'm moving away so quickly. you haven't seen me lately and you're going to be sad when i'm gone. who's going to senior drama? i should go. or something.

i figure i'll plan the christmas party for jerry's and turn it into a birthday/going away party for me, financed by jerry!

i really do need to have a party though. i wish it were summer so that i could have people in my backyard. maybe i'll have a come-and-go tea party at my house a couple days before i leave. then everyone can say good-bye and i'll cry (mostly because no one will come). and cry some more.

but then i'll move to taranta and have sex with lots of cute boys.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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