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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2004.06.24 5:48 p.m.

ali's gone out of town for the whole weekend. that's odd. but also good as we've been spending far far too much time together and i'm getting scratchy and not-nice. and then she gets cutesy to make up for my bad mood. yeah, it could end badly. really really badly. in a bloodbath. especially if she doesn't stop calling me 'shnoodle'. icksy.

katrina is my new best friend at school. i like her and i like her work. it's a good combination. sometimes ali drives me a little insane in the work. she's very much a people-pleaser..and i'm very much not. at all. ever. it was katrina's birthday yesterday and she didn't tell anyone..i only found out because we were talking today and i asked her how old she was. what a silly girl. birthdays are for celebrating. hillary would not approve of secret birthdays. no sir. so today i made katrina a card about us holding hands and there was a castle and some whales and lots of other beautiful things. i think she liked it.

katrina's also in love with paul. that's funny, i thought i'd be the only one. i always think i'm the only one about everything though. it's kind of good because of commiseration and all that..but also she should back the hell off. (kidding.)

today is constantine's birthday i think. because it's the half birthday of me! six months till my birthday! six months and one day until christmas!!!

a bunch of girls from my program are going out clubbing. maybe i'll join them..but more likely i'll sleep. ohh sweet sweet sleep, how i covet you.

i had to work until 12.30 last night. it bit. rocco's mad at me too, so it was pretty tension-filled. aparantly i wasn't justified for freaking out at him after about the 30th time of him saying 'lesbo action'. fuck it was so annoying. but at least miranda was there for most of the time. she's fun. we talked about our twinsy boyfriends who are never around. stupid boys.

then after i worked i stopped and talked to daryl (one l) and scott for a good half-hour or 45 minutes. i'm dumb. i should have gone to sleep. but it was still fun. scott's going to california today for awhile, but when he comes back he's going to teach me about good hiphop and maybe he'll bring me back a ground present. i love ground presents. i like new friends. summer's a good time for making friends, everyone feels like doing stuff.

today in viv's class we explored a character based on an animal. mine was a black panther. it was pretty fun. in a pretensious drama sort of a way. the best was when we got to take our characters to a party. that's always my favorite excercise.

in paul's class we presented our children's stories. i did 'on mother's lap' (one of my favorites from childhood). paul said i was quite successful, didn't ground out, and was suppported. i win!! people said they heard (we listened with our eyes closed today) warmth, comfort, and lots of good things. i was glad. and after class paul specifically said 'that was good meredith.' because i wasn't entirely convinced. there's still things i definitely need to work on. but it was good none the less. yay! who thought that presenting a children's story would be so important to me?

we did presentations of a character we'd developed in tatiana's class. it went fine. yeah, fine. she said 'good scene' but she always said good scene. what i like best about tatiana (and will miss most since tuesday is her last class) is that she gives me so much to work on..and it's real good solid stuff to mull over and give time to.

i'm really needing a nap. and some food. mmmm delicious food. i don't eat enough. but i got paid from work yesterday and found i'd gotten a raise. i wonder if sam's feeling guilty? cause he should be. but it's still nice anway. don't take me for an ungrateful bitch. well, you can if you need to. but, yeah, so i have money for a little bit...i should try and save it this time.

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was Medium? - 2008-01-17
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