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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2003.10.18 10:42 p.m.

i just wrote two emails and i now i don't know what to write.

i hate everything. and everyone. except all the people i like.

work's getting me down, man. harshing my mello. oh god. this morning while talking to janel i lay down on the floor. it was really satisfying. she just kept talking. we had a good conversation about how much we don't like it and what's wrong and how lame everything is. janel's such a good worker. and funny. i am also a good worker, though you'll rarely hear me talk about it. i'd rather focus on what a concentrated slaker-offer i can be. because that's my true passion. wasting jerry-money. steve-dave also came in today and i was happy to see her. i'll see her more tomorrow!!! i sang total eclipse of the heart to her really loudly in the back, i think i might have touched her in the soul. how embarrasing.

i was really sick after work. it sucked. and blew. then my mum bought me a slushie. and i ate those hallowe'en kisses that everyone besides me and niki (and sometimes alisin) hate. but i love them and they taste delicious with a coke slush.

i also watched two and a half movies today. i watched 'the dream life of angels' which was a french movie about two best friends one blonde, one brunette...it was really good. so good. it was formulated or pretentious. it just was. and i liked that the lead girl got on my nerves. it made her real. i watched 'some kind of wonderful' a john hughes eighties teen flick, which was well worth me time as i love teens, the eighties, and john hughes. it was so formula and corny and good. then i started watching 'city of angels' which i liked when i was younger, and i'm not sure i like now. i'll probably finish it though. and i watched some funny stand-up comedy. actually some of it was lame...but she was cute. and sex jokes are always funny. always.

i miss dannni. i hope she'll update her diary. do it snotcrotch.

ewww.

guys...vote in the fucking election okay? if you're eligible. fucking do it. i'm going to be so angry. the sask party is going to win and they're going to sell off the crown corporations and i hear they're going to try and lower the minimum wage. and fuck us up the ass hardcore xxx. i realize that this election is about chosing the lesser of three evils, but still. vote liberal even, just vote and don't vote sask party. and get fucking educated. i'm angry at the lack of voters and how we're all blindly letting ourself get screwed over. but vote ndp because they're making the least promises. and as for mayor, vote for louise carrol because she's our age. and good. i decided.

i think i might get into politics at some point because i hate everyone. so much. seems like a good enough reason really.

previously - and then

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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