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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2005.02.01 11:48 a.m.

yeah. i'm sure writing diary entries instead of doing my schoolwork.

whatevs. this program is getting slacker by the minute.

and i've gotten back into hating people. that keeps me entertained. and i do impressions of them to myself..and if they are particularly funny i show others. this keeps us all entertained.

social dance was alright yesterday. i was well-behaved and so i won back viv's affection. the waltz is harder than it looks. and less fun. i might find it more fun if there were some sexual tension and some dancing to elliott smith.

kevin smith was on degrassi last night. that was cool. i like kevin smith..although his movies seem to be getting worse. i might get shot for saying this but he kind of reminds me of deb. in a deadpan kind of a way. and in the eyes. and clearly in a hot way.

i talked to geordie last night. that was really good. he's back around (well, last night he was in whitby with his parents) and we're going to hang out on wednesday (the soonest we could arrange it). it's bizarre to hear his voice again after months. his speech patterns used to be so familiar and predictable and it was neat to hear again.

they're playing in toronto on the 25th. i'm excited. dance dance revolution. aw man, it'll be so good to see them again.

lots of news from them ar kinside front:
geoff is going to be a dad (my response: who's he even dating?? but i had met her once and liked her. and i was right, she did make him over. you can tell when boys get girlfriends, how they get hotter..)
they're getting played on queer as folk pretty soon too. and they're getting a big chunk of money for both shows.
they got reviewed in now and got 4 out of 5. that's hot shit. and the only big problem the guy had with the album was the recording quality. and they're fixing that up i think anyway.

so yeah. i don't know what's going to happen between geordie and i. i'm assuming we're getting back together. this is odd. and probably a horrible idea. but, well, when have i ever done the right thing?
i do care about him a lot. and have missed him. and it must say something that he's the only person in a long while that i've lasted more than weeks with.
my apartment is no longer geordie-friendly. he's sure allergic to cats and far too tall to fit in my bed (now there's stuff at both ends).
i like how i complicate things before i even know what's going on.

i really meant to not watch tv at all yesterday. that failed.
the silence is too big for music to cover.

i'll try again tonight.

or just sleep for hours. i need it. i can't seem to sleep properly anymore.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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