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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2003.03.19 1:04 a.m.

i just watched scary movie. and i laughed. oh, no, what am i coming to? but dawson showed up...and well, parts of it were just ..... ai.....

it was more entertaining then those plays i went to see. and payed 7 dollars for. it wasn't that they were well done, far from it, they all were super well cast and acted. the first play though lacked writing talent. and dragged. and the second play was too sappy, and i did want her to keep her baby. so there. i'll be mad if i don't get a chance to audition for the kid's fringe play that yadda's doing. yadda is so rediculous. i mean, i still payed my membership fee, i should still get to hear about auditions and plays. but fuck no.... t.r. hates you as soon as you don't go to bowman/aren't in yadda. i liked being the favorite, and i'm not sure why i'm not any more.

probably because i'm not as good of an actor as soooooooooome people. fuck that shit, everyone sucks. i can't say i'm not jealous of melissa being able to go to montreal to audition for the national theatre school.

today alyssa and i drove around in a bmw. yeah, represent. this is because her car lost third gear. who knows where it went.....

everything depresses me. i get more jealous by the day. i don't know how to deal with not having anything, which is silly since i've never had anything.

i don't think that people who could afford to go to college should be allowed scholarships. just as a sidenote. i think we should consider communism as a viable option.

i'll consider bed, avoiding blowing you all up.

previously - and then

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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