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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2003.02.06 5:57 p.m.

nice day for a jam..

i was so right not to want to go to rehearsal. though, i'd like to point out - not doing a play is still worse than doing a play you hate. for sure.

holy do i want to be in the fringe. i wish i was a boy.

i'm not sure if i want to quit at body shop. wellll...i do, but i'm sure if it's a wise decision. make-up training was kind of fun yesterday. especially since there were donuts! it doesn't sound like cheerleading practice would interfere with it. nor does it sound like it'd be hard to get the time off for this play. i wish there was a better reason..actually there are several good reasons, i'm just not willing to bring them up with my superiors yet, nor willing that they are good enough reasons to cop out of a not-sooo-bad job. gah.

i have another rehearsal tonight. it might be the night i lose my hearing. if someone doesn't tone it down. also the night i lose my temper...if everyone doesn't get a lot.....better. or something. we're supposed to be off-book by sometime next week. yeah. our director, geoff, is beating the thing into the ground by the second rehearsal, i'm wondering what it's going to be like by show time. remember how everyone complains how mrs. ferguson doesn't do enough directing? well, it could be worse...a lot worse. there's such a thing as over-directing. and fuck geoff is doing it. � the other thing that's bothering me is that we didn't even really introduce ourselves as a cast, i still don't know some of the people's names. when left to our own devices for even the smallest period of time it is awkward awkward silence (which i like and try to make worse...). and i'm supposed to trust these people? i don't. at all.

i spent a large chunk of today reading a bridal magazine. and heartily enjoying it. yum. although most of it is too too ridiculous. especially the photographs of this 'winter bride' in a regular nice white dress with a huge huge fur hat! excellent. why would fur be back 'in' what the hell? everyone's so uptight about cosmetic testing on animals, what about wearing them? apparantly eel skin is very in right now. kill one today!

i really should have got more accomplished today. i can't get a layout to be what i want. mostly because i have no html skills. sigh.

you know who's hot? brendan fehr, of roswell, i'd forgotten about him like i'd forgotten about roswell, but he is. and he's from winnipeg, which means he'd want to be my friend. or something.....blah blah blah.

i'm cold. my mum did some researching about irritable bowel (which i seem to be blessed with) on this interweb, and seems to have found some interesting stuff....none of which my doctors mentioned to me. for instance, 'you should be eating more fiber' isn't true, 'you should be eating this certain kind of fibre...' is a lot more acurate. white flour, potatoes, white rice, etc are good to digest, whereas, brown flour, fats, meats (ha ha ha!) can wreck my system. . . well, not 'wreck' perse, but 'irritate'. have i mentioned that i hate doctors? prescribing medications for something that can be helped with diet first? fuck.

i miss you, you should contact me. and alyssa, way to not call me. you really are a bitch, and smoking in front of me - what the hell?

you should read kathy's diary. because she's wonderfullllllll. and all that jazzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

nicer day for sulk.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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