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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2002-03-17 6:09 p.m.

i am bored and boring.

i am so sore and so stiff. i just had a nap. i should feel better.....i think cramps are really under-rated. by everyone, except those who are suffering at the time.

me and alisinian went to that film festival yesterday at the u of s. did i say that already? travis was there and it was nice to see him. we went by jamie and steve's and saw a little bit of anderson council. which was pretty rocking. and the guy kept his shirt on this time. yay. he wasn't being such a little rock star. i like having a best friend who i can cuddle with. i wish i could cuddle with all my friends. at least all my close friends.....and i basically can, except mattdean, who never really seems to want to touch anyone.

god i'm a strange sad mood. just apathetic. but sad....i dont' know.

i think that i'm going out tonight but i'm not really sure that i want to / have the stamina to. i don't feel like being cheerful and sweet and smiling.         i don't know where we're going to go either. i don't know if i can stomach a coffee shop...i want to go somewhere where i can wear my pajamas. there isn't anywhere like that, is there?

i don't know what i'm doing.

and my mum is mad at me for not doing things that i really should have done days ago.

maybe aaron won't call and my mum will go have a nap, and then i can watch a movie...

likely. muscle aches and spasms. to tired not to be sad.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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