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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.


2005.03.04 5:04 p.m.

ew i wish i had more time on the internet.

things are fun. i see a lot of niki. she's just slutty, that's just how she is.

i have a package from john waiting at home. i'm eager to get to it. get right inside of it.

niki and i act a lot like teenage girls at a slumber party. which we mostly are. last night we almost stayed up to watch tammy and the t-rex. but i was too tired.

tired out after my hot date.
wow, what a first date. i don't mean in a good or bad way. but it was such a date, and such a first date. i don't think i've been on such a date-like date in years.
yeah. it was nice.
i am actually a little surprised about how much i like him. i hadn't planned on it, so that's interesting. i'm also very much into making him put in all the effort. he seems like a very nice boy though.
he came over and had tea with me and niki (who acted very much like a mum, making him eat and everything - we had a beautiful brie. just beautiful.) and then he and i went to the red room for drinks and food and then to see a northern chorus (who we actually missed..but whatevs) and raising the fawn.
i met a couple of his friends (who seemed very nice and seemed like they knew who i was..) and then he walked me home and kissed me on the front porch.

oh holy ridiculous.

i like that he doesn't read my diary (that i know of..yet). that makes a sweet change.

also, the not spending the date making out was a sweet change. i like it when things are about more than the making out.
also, that i don't think i've made him tell me everything yet. or that i've told him everything yet. that's new.

i like how boys completely don't believe what an asshole i am. it's not like i don't give fair warning.

i do wish i were more struck with him though. i can feel it ending after two weeks..but at least i'll have a new best friend?

priscilla and niki met and seemed to like each other. priscilla asked niki about 70 questions, which is actually probably less than usual for priscilla.

oh. i saw darylporch the other day. most bizarre. he was moving out that day. so strange. scott's aparantly staying for a bit..maybe. but daryl's gone.
it's ridiculous how close we were when i left and how i haven't really seen them since.

niki and i went to the nfb yesterday to watch free films. 'ryan' was pretty good. the rest weren't really. i'm a big fan of free things.

the old ball-and-chain is out of the house for a bit right now. i might clean. or just lie around. or catch up on my correspondance.

it's going to be strange to have people in my house continuously for the next few weeks, it'll be good for me i think. i need to learn tolerance. and at least it's people i like a lot.

it'll also be a hinderance to the incubate-and-bond period that i like to instate for the first (and usually only) two weeks of an involvement.

i'm excited for john's package.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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