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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2003.05.25 11:15 a.m.

i do like a gooood show. holy. i'm pretty sad that i missed most of graeme and mjd's set. i should have bought a cd. there's still time i suspect, as i do know them. sometimes. how much are they?

i was most impressed to see ellen. she's awesome. and so sweet. she declined that huge scholarship for any canadian college of her choice, and is going to harvard. holy god. that's so awesome for her. and she was talking about how she's going to be an under-achiever there compared to everyone else, and how that's going to be so good for once. and you know who goes to harvard? jtt. well, he might be done. someone should look into this for me. and for ellen, who will track him down for me. ho ho.

me and mags found lots of nice things for box. he's going to be so delectably full. ho ho. it was a benefit for planned parenthood so we gave box a condom and a pamphlet. box should be educated about how to protect himself. we were going to put jamie in the box, but well, he just wouldn't fit. and i would have no one to irritate at jerry's today.

there were so many condoms around. sticking out of back pockets, alix had one in her hair. i shook a strip at fraser and winked. everyone was trying to come up with the perfect pickup involving the condoms. toby won i think. he got a really really sad face then slowly raised the condom to his mouth and licked it. it was gross and terrifying and so funny.

it might also have been the tuxedo shirt that he was wearing. now tuxedo shirts on their own are fucking funny. (you may have seen them as of late on that 70's show.) but if one just has a plain white t-shirt on which one has drawn a tuxedo on with black permanent marker, it is infinitly more funny. good work fraser for drawing it.

mjd says he's going to have a look at my camera for me. ho lo. that will be wonderful. he's very nice. and is funny. like a green goblin. quite. i wish niki was here and then me and her and mattdean could ride buses together.

life would be good.

i liked having jamie there too. it made me always have someone to talk to. i like his tie. we pretended it was mags' birthday and i sang about it being her birthday (you know that horrid song that is recently been on the radio and at bars and so forth). then when we got back graeme and mjd did that song. fucking eh. i like it when jamie seems stronger. when i'm being a jerk and he gets mad. i think i am a jerk in order to bring out things in other people (shut up i can be more noble about it this way). i love it when people are just as strong. and just as big. and just as jerky. in a way you know?

and i was being jerky. like a mother. i think i mocked everything that mags and jamie said. and i won't stop calling maggi mags. despite the fact that she hates it. she should just be thankful i'm not calling her marge. ha.

oh ho margie!

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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