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2002.11.24 9:47 p.m.

so i'm considering   -   'it goes so fast, we don't have time to look at one another'.
what do you think?

i bought new shoes today. converse shoes today....lovey? yes, quite. a size too big? perhaps....but five dollars...and it's all worthwile. they are navy suede slip on sandals. ones that i've wanted for a couple of years, but have been unwilling to pay the 30 dollars for. they are in splendid condition. sigh. for christmas i would like converse shoes. size 3-5 boys. or size 6 approx. girls. anything anything. i want them all. i will never have enough. and i look soooo pretty.

i bought some books and some scarves too. and some christmas. what i need is a winter jacket. badly. a pretty one. maybe something long, so that i can wear a mini skirt and have it be longer. in toronto i want to wear miniskirts all the time. and have long hair. and heels. or wherever i am.

i saw shawn(shaun?) mason in value village. he was with his 11-year-old sister. and he liked her. they were pretty cute. probably because they don't live together. i blushed a lot. shaun mason makes me shy. probably because i secretly adore him. before i knew niki and they used to date. i used to think 'how wonderful they are'. and they were. man did i want to be them. either one. i miss niki. and shaun.

i like hanging out with courtney. alisin never understood why i liked her, but it's hard to describe. i think it's because she makes an effort. an effort to be friends, an effort to be kind. she has a good sense of humor. and is easy to just be with. and not be deep with or depressed with.

i have to remember to phone suzanne. remind me to phone suzanne. ah, and i meant to go see if jeffmorton was playing at the living room tonight. i'm such a dolt. jeffmorton makes me blush too. so does, everything.

courtney listens to a mix tape i made her a lot. if everyone would listen to my tapes i'd make them so much. it makes me happy. music in general makes me happy. i'm really ready for some live music though. soon. especially someone that i adore. that'd be good. not only does 'the royal tenenbaums' have a good elliott smith song it in, it also has a good nick drake song in it. i might marry the director of that movie.

there's lots of people i might marry.

i feel like having a really nice bath. no, shower. i feel like i should put more effort into being a well-kept woman (ha, woman). not that it's worth the effort, considering how rashy and sick and stretch-marky i am. mmmm, boys looooove me. my insides are leaking out.

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