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2003.02.23 11:26 a.m.

hello diaryland. it feels like i've been away. only because i haven't been at home in too long. or for long enough spans of time. whenever i'm out and about i think of so many things to say when i get back here. too bad i have no memory. i've been thinking a lot lately that i only write about what's been happening to me, and how i've been feeling. not that i'm unhappy with this, i should just learn to address things that are bothering me, and affecting me on deeper levels. . .too bad.

anyways so what i've been doing lately. this weekend was the music festival that mattdean organized. it was pretty freakin rockin. and i hate the lack of 'g', so i must have really liked it. my friends are so talented. hatefully talented.

wait i just let a stray cat inside. i have to lock all the others in the basement so that they would beat him up. i know you're not supposed to feed strays. but he knocked on the door and was obviously freezing his little feets off.

back to the show. friday kicked some shit. matt and graeme were sooo good. holy. i think that was one of my favorites because it was more unexpected than some of the others. johnson hall also played.and i am a high perennial fan. tessa's voice. ai. junior pantherz played and i danced and danced. they were quite good, although always the same pantherz...see? linus hemmingway was so funny and fun and good, as per usual. i mean, their cover of 'complicated' by avril le..vv..ljg (i don't know how to spell her last name)..gold! and tessa was playing with them again which i love. drew's so weird. and brilliant. i think the strangest thing about linus hemmingway is how good they are. i didn't get to stay for matt and cate's computer mutations as i was going to fall asleep on the floor. i wanted to though.

and that was only friday. yesterday so many dynamos played. and they continue to make me very happy. very very happy. and this awsome band from regina, despitatos (or some something...despinachos? oh, god sorry.) they were uh, deadly! they were very much like one of those emo bands. you know, all the ones that start with 'the'. and i like that kind of band, so it was great. they were tighter and more catchy and pop than a lot of the bands i usually see. i should have stayed to see slyvie...but i was so hungry. (me and lorilee and cate went to bp for some food. and it was good. weird me and lorilee hanging out without alyssa.) reprecussion played and i didn't pay attention, for many reasons that i'd sound nasty to get into. no..i don't know. megan lane and deep set soul were really amazing, i've come to expect it from them though. what grade is megan in, like 9? she amazes me. to be so talented and sure of herself. i actually stayed till the end last night. just barely.

as for people? yeah. i love them. well, certain people. it was awesome seeing ellen last night, as it was unexpected, and she's awesome. awesome. i mean really awe inspiring. fraser, well, you know. mattdean, well, uh, you know. alyssa was back from vancouver yesterday, and i was haphaphappy to see her. maggi and sam and their co-operative, were great. toby gave me hugs, and ryan pollard sat by me. alisinian and i even got on. yeah yeah. it's amazing how many of the above mentioned people have diaries. ai.

so that was the show..... i keep having dreams about the curtains on my bed..i just like them so much i guess. i bought a couple of panels of sheer fabric on clearance at zellers yesterday, i'm excited to do something with them.

if i never see another silver-studded belt it will be too soon. i hate it. i probably couldn't count all of them on my fingers and toes. gah. also, i know i've always been a hug advocate of converse shoes. even specifically all stars....but this is getting obscene. i don't even want to wear mine anymore. everyone has some. fuck. they're no better than roxy or skater shoes really. makes me so sad. at least if there were some variety, a one star there, a skate star there? you know?

i really have to go and stop all this bore. i put that stray outside as he sprayed. fuck. now all my cats are freaking out because they're sure he's here somewhere... i guess i should have known better.

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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