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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.


2008.02.21 1:44 p.m.

Dear Diaryland,

life is GREAT.
It's very hard. I am stressed. It is too bad that even good stress is still stressful.

I sleep for 12 hours and wake up still exhausted. I sleep for 4.5 and it's the same.

I coughed for almost a full hour this morning and finally gave up and got out of bed. Thought I would sleep another four hours. But nope.

I hope that you are reading OH-MISTLETOE.BLOGSPOT.COM. Because I'm writing a lot there. Though maybe not in the same way that I wrote here.

I'm trying to say people's names less. Be less boring. Explain my dailies less. I keep that all in my notebooks now. Because I am obsessed with the past, hoard for posterity. I need to know everything I've ever done.

Seriously can't believe this year so far. Kind of ridiculous.

I'm only lonely when I think about it. So I just don't.



p.s. - I still read all the diarylands.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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