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2003.10.16 8:39 p.m.

i always want to start entries with 'hello diaryland.' lame. i'm grumpy today. and also wildheaded. mostly with rage. and also feeling pretty funny/humoured. this makes for interesting reactions to situations and things.

some parts of today were awesome. and some parts sucked ass. lots of ass. i think i'm going to quit. though i keep putting it off, and two weeks gets further and further away. i hate jerry's. but i love the people. but i hate jerry and his right-winged capitalistic views and me not being able to afford to live properly because he needs to make a profit. fuck profit. how about principles..motherfucker.

but steve-dave came in to have break with us in the morning and danielle was there, and me and helen had good talks. then charlotte called and cyrus,er,raoul, came in, and then alix came in....and i like parts of it so much. oh i'm so repetitive. but i think that the bad is outweighing the good drastically and i'm too much involved to see it properly.

sweet priscilla's talk of how good she's treated at her starbucks made me really take stock of what jerry's gives me...which is dick all. i mean starbucks covers massage therapy for their employees. because they value their bodies maybe? because they work on their feet all day and deserve a treat? how humane! how bizzare.

speaking of sweet priscilla, i hope she gets a diary. because i want to be lots in contact with her. i miss her already.

i hate it when people make comments about facial piercings. negatively i mean. today this man took it upon himself to tell me i looked better without my lip ring in. well i just about said 'wow. i didn't realize i had asked for your opinion on my asthetic decisions. but now that we're on the subject, i'm glad you're not wearing those ugly pants you had on the other day, they really made your butt look big.' holy fuck is it rude to make personal comments. miss manners would have a fit. people think it's okay to make comments about piercings though because they think you just haven't quite realized that you look ugly. fuck.

i just get grumpier and grumpier today. and self-righteous. but that's a good feeling.

steve and i went to starbucks after work. and then to dot where i bought a sweet mac and jac skirt with sequins. i took ugly pictures of her and we drove crazy. it was fun. hey steve?

i'm going to go watch tv in hopes of not focusing on how much i hate everything.

previously - and then

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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