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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2003.12.07 11:49 p.m.

mmm. hi.

i didn't end up going to see jeffmorton last night. so that was okay. he was working and it was busy and stuff and stuff. so i stayed home. extra lame (but also worthwhile). i watched welcome to the dollhouse, which i'd seen before and forgotten i'd seen. it's fairly painful. and i ate sooo much. popcorn and soup and stuff. delicious. a side note: don't buy christmas chocolate too long before christmas. or leave it by your bed, close at hand.

i have an advent calendar and every time i turn around i've missed two days or so. i don't know where the time is going. it's shooting past. three weeks or so until i leave and i still have not started making out with everyone i see. soon i tell you. one more week.

i really wish i fit into these pants better.

i work two jobs tomorrow! so if you miss me i'll be at jerry's until 3.30 and at the bay until 9. today i saw lo-k and kate at the bay. it was funny. i like seeing people just because it breaks up my day. i also saw chala's mum, and talked to her a bit while i was on my break. she's nice. nicer now than when she used to make us eat gross lentil burgers when we were 6. haha i love childhood. i could go for a good lentil burger right now.

okay! i think i've set a date for said going away/birthday party. it's the 28th. of december. i think. any objections? (niki, i'm looking at you since you're in charge of said house, and when can we go look at it? and i miss you, so i should see you soon. okay?)

jazz was really good tonight. steve and dan both came! we had some pretty funny talks. and dan finally got to see the cory-look-alike that steve went for coffee with. unfortunately he wasn't wearing his gorgeous overalls. he's nice though. i sound like such a jerk, but he doesn't really get it..you know, that steve really doesn't like him. i avoided talking to colin (the condescending drummer) or even looking at him really. me and jeffmorton are better. he was wearing his pants that have a picture of me on them. ha i love them. it's on the bottom on the leg, and it's a picture of me at the fashion show that's cut in half that he ironed on. i'm sure i've mentioned it before. funny none the less. i wore my 'i like stuff' shirt. i do like it. and stuff, mostly just good stuff though.

and constantine, oh oh constantine. he makes my stomach turn, but in a good way. he's so funny and cute. it's nice how steve and dan were both so excited to see him too. i went over and said hi to him while he was by himself (and i was on my way to the powder room) and he was very friendly and then a whole group of his friends came in and i turned to go and he reached and touched my back and said i didn't have to go, but i uh, did (have to go). and then he came to say good-bye and talked to us for a bit and i asked if he was playing anymore fridays and he said no, not until january. and i said i'd be gone. (had to re-explain (again) that i was moving.) so he said come on boxing day to amigos to hear the huxx tabulls and he'd be there. and that he'd see me very soon. and the dan said 'well, what are you doing next monday?' and he said he didn't know. and she said he could come to our christmas party at jerry's, and he was like all playing shy and i said 'you could be my date' and i wink-winked. he was all 'i don't know, but i'll come in soo much in between'. it was really funny. and he was smiling and then he went to go and he did this half-skip-run thing. aww. that's good enough for me. i'll tell him to go to my party maybe.

there's lots of bedrooms at my party. just so's you know.

that was long and unnecessary. and glor-orious

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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