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2003.12.10 10:11 p.m.

i love angel from 'rent'. what a sweet character. ahhh i want to do a musical some day. after i lean how to sing.

i broke a nail. how irritating. but i'm going to go get it fixed tomorrow. they're all gross already. i'm terrible at keeping things nice.

it was a long day at work. helen kept getting mad at steve and i for not doing any work. but it was only pointless work we were avoiding. i don't know why she'd put effort into caring. i guess i can see how it'd be irritating. especially because we were having fun. it's so easy to feel self-righteous when others are having fun and you're not. that sounded mean..but..you know what i mean?

i tried to call constantine. the full effect of 'i'm leaving in three weeks' is really hitting me. no matter what i do, i only have to deal with the consequences for a matter of days. that's pretty nice. but yeah, he wasn't home, but his answering machine was quite funny. what with him stating his full name and his roommate's full name. then steve convinced me to call him again just a while ago, and i talked to his roommate but didn't leave a message. he seemed really nice. i sure hope they have call display because i sure called from jerry's and from the office with the display being 'kristian holdings'. i would just like to know if he's coming to the christmas party or not. get things settled.

i think steve's getting more into the stalking than i am these days. she's so funny and bullying. i love having crushes. i think everyone should have some.

does anyone know what time despistados are playing on friday? and are you going? wah wah. i want niki to come. nikill?

steve and i went christmas shopping after work today. it was okay. i got some stuffs boughten. that's good, i'm sure running out of time. yike. oh i bought myself one of those touques with the brims. because i'm trendy now. and cause it looks kind of cute on me. i'm still at a loss for what to get certain people, but it will sort itself out. i sure hope.

i would like some winter scarves for christmas. super long and soft and big and thick. and pretty. mm.

i'm going to start into phase two of cleaning out my closet, so i'll be getting rid of a bunch more stuff (i hope) in the next couple of weeks. oh i god i have to start cleaning so badly. uh. gross.

christmas christmas christmas christmas christmas christmas.

it's actually starting to feel like it.

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