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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.


2004.12.04 8:00 a.m.

hot piss do i ever not want to go to work today. especially not at a new job. and by new i mean new-again.
the morning came too soon and i most certainly did not want to get out of bed. i can't even explain. i was shivering so badly.. i had to build up my resources to find some sweaters. one of the first things that goes when i'm over-tired is my body heat.

yesterday felt really long. probably because it was. me and hillary worked all day and it was stupidly busy and usually there's three on but not yesterday. frustrating. but it did make time go by quickly.

i bought new shoes. oh payless. i bought the funniest little non-heels and some backless black ones. for working maybe. i really really really like shoes.

the fashion show went pretty well i think. it was fun. and i bought one of the dresses that i modeled. it's pink with polkadots. of course. it's really quite nice. just like you.
there were so many people there. and a good lot of them were very little. i felt old.
most of the people i generally hang out with weren't there. that's dumb. didn't they know i was looking pretty...

ow i'm so tired that everything kind of hurts. and my stomach is upset in the specific way it gets when i just want to sleep. i should stop being so ridiculous. i should start sleeping. that's what sundays are for i hear (after work).

i'm not overly-excited about starting at the b.s. today. i'm trying to work up some enthusiasm..but really....boooo. and i'm working there for the next few days in a row. it better be hot shit. hopefully i'll have really amusing co-workers so that the time just flies by.

i'm still so cold.

today i am regretting talking about things..which is bizarre because usually i'd regret not talking about things or lying about things..
but i think i'm bad at explaining

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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