disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.
note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.
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2003.08.25 10:11 p.m.
my head feels like it's going to explode. but i look forward to writing. so i willlll. damn you head.
my legs were aching and aching but i just had a hot bath and am feeling much better.
i'm done with the lack of sugar. five days. but i think i will attempt to eat less. except that me and mum went out for dairy queen so that idea's already down the crapper.
today was better at work. still unenjoyable though. everything felt put-on. like everytime i said anything it was the wrong thing to say. i felt unfunny and unfun and lame. and people were still reacting well, it was so internal. it was boring. i hate boring. at least being busy the time passes well. i was talking to heath for a bit. i haven't really decided what i think of him. i like him fine, except that he's friends with dwayne, who i really dislike. and he's just odd. but we were talking about how he's adopted and things. i like knowing things about people.
phillip, otherwise know as phil constantine, city working constantine, engaged constantine, etc came in today. i sat down with him, his coworker and the old guys when i was done. it was pretty interesting. i like the old guys a lot, they're pretty funny. i've never really known old men that i genuinely like, it's nice. i was telling phil that hillary and i were talking about him. and then we started talking a bit. and he was saying that he might not get married because his girlfriend doesn't appreciate him and has a fear of commitment and screws stuff up on purpose to cause problems. it was slightly odd that he told me this, but also...it's almost something that i would do. it didn't make me like him more though..it seems like he shouldn't take it, if it's bothering him. i asked him if he just tried being a jerk, but he said he wouldn't know how. i'm not a fan off people who put up with people's shit. maybe she's being a jerk to see how much he'll take.
i'd do that.
today at work we had a kitten for awhile. trinity found it. it was a female orange and white tabby kitten. orange kittens are almost alllll male. i called her an anomaly. then i decided that was a perfect name for her. she was sooo cute and nuzzley and purry. she couldn't have been more than a couple months old. i thought i'd give her to my aunt, but trinity called the spca and they had a missing kitten report that was a possible match, so they came and got it. i miss her.
i went to the sally ann, to take advantage of the 50% off sale. i got some pants. and a shirt and some sweaters. they're pretty nice. i like sales alot.
this is all trivial. i'm tired. things that are really bothering me take so much effort. this is all going
down the crapper.
previously - and then
*oh random entry*
all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15
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