disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.
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2004.01.02 11:29 p.m.
so i am constantine-less. and the name is getting long and awkward to be saying. and i still am not a biiiig fan of her. nor of their relationship, from what i've heard.
yes, the story. she (we'll say 'k') said last night that she wants to get back together with him. he didn't say yes..but, well. and they are..together occasionally anyway. and generally sleep next to each other frequently. but she also is pretty bossy. and other problems. and he thinks that k doesn't find him attractive really anyway. it reminded me a lot of steven, except the attraction part. so i'd be happy for him, if it was good, and if it really seemed like he wanted it...but it was really just awkward.
it's like he doesn't want to dis-choose me, but...yeah. it's just lame in general. it would be a whooooole lot lamer if i weren't leaving, but since i am, it will all work out.
i am very attracted to him though..hanging out is interesting. and we still have plans to see each other again. because i'm insane.
i just don't know why they couldn't have held out for a few more days, and then i'd be gone and it wouldn't matter..to me. it sucks for them still. i get out of it, but they'll still have to work it out. and it doesn't seem like much fun.
when i was in jerry's earlier i saw sax-matt from jm's band, and he was being pretty flirty. so maybe i'll just do him. niki can have colin and i'll have sax-matt. and maybe a little of dave as well, since he's coming to humber next year.
const and i went to jerry's a little later. and i saw janel..so happy. and lindsay and nadia. i'm going to miss people. janel said she was already missing me. he got up in the restaurant at one point to do a dinasaur (constasauras) impression and attracted a lot of attention. was generally being obnoxious in general. we went back to his house too, where i saw some more of brea! and i quite like his roommate, jay. we watched some break-dancing and talked. and it's not so fun...
i did see both steve and jm today. steve and i watched a lot of tv (including a bit of dirty dancing, much in your space, wheel of fortune, etc,). and hung out. i wish she'd just move to toronto with me. she knows she wants to.
jm and i went for lunch at the freehouse. they have some good food. we talked a lot. he always has some good points to make. some new way of looking at something that i haven't realized yet. so talking with him is beneficial.
i'm tired. emotionally worn as well. const played jungle boogie for me today on his radio show. it's going to be interesting
being constantine-less.
previously - and then
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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15
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