disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.
note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.
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2002.06.22 8:36 p.m.
breasts are kind of nice. i was considering this while suntanning today. and mine are okay (prettty nice, in a little way).
wait. suntanning. ha. more, experimenting. trying to figure out why people suntan. mostly i just got oil all over myself.
i've been thinking more and more about how a relationship would be bad forme right now...or rather, i'd be bad for a relationship. i'm just too self-centered. but needy. i also hate me in relationships. the way that i act differently around the person that i'm with. it's just really silly. and strange. i don't really want to be with anyone right now anyways. or maybe, don't know anyone who i'd want to be with. maybe it's just around the corner though, a new love. blah blah blah. i'm so deep. blah.
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jazz festival today was nicety. beautity. i don't think that fraser appreciated our (mine and nicole's) gawking at boys as much as we did. there were some cute boys there though. that's for certain. pretty pretty. i like just likingcute boys and not needing anything from them. yum.
i think i should just become one of those people who just macks people randomly. yep.
except that i will never take any inntiative.
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i like nicole. she's funny. i interact with her almost exactly how i interact with courtney. how is courtney? i kinda miss her.
there's a vaugue shindig at nicoles though, so i think i'm going to head over. i really feel like being drunk. alas i have no intoxicants, nor a ride. so i will drive myself, clear-headed.....aurevoir....
clear-headed. i'll clear-head you.
previously - and then
*oh random entry*
all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15
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