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2004.01.22 1:14 a.m.

i had a very toronto kind of a night. it was pretty nice. yeah, quite.

me and chala both slept in. it was kind of nice, chala doesn't sleep enough. and we really weren't terribly late for anything.

i was slightly late for meeting brutus, but he was later. brutus is weird. we went to this super greasy restaurant when i got a gross gross grilled cheese and horrible onion rings. i almost vommited all over myself with the greasyness. and i mean, i worked at jerry's. i know about greasy. but this was grease i'd never experienced, my tongue was sticking to the roof of my mouth. holy ick.

but yeah, brutus..i just don't find him thaaat entertaining. and i hate it when it feels like you have to hang out with someone. i'd be really good with seeing him around and talking breifly...but i just don't feel like hanging out with him really. i'm not sooo nice.

(wow. i just stopped and had a hour and fifteen minute long conversation with priscilla. i can see how having roommates would be good in ways.)

school was nice today. we just had class with neil for 3 hours. we talked a lot and did some relaxation excercises and concentration stuff. i'm glad that school's so good for me.

turns out nathaniel has a girlfriend. this is interesting and good. now i can just be friends with him and not worry about it seeming like anything else..quite. i would like to have conversations about music and everything with him. and i think he might be genuinely funny and entertaining when i got to know him as well. i hope.

and i talked to damon after school for a bit. we walked together a ways. and it really threw me off. he seemed really great. odd. i still find things that he does and ways that acts terribly annoying. terribly. and i grow weary of the front that he puts up. but i felt like we were saying things..and listening. he was really reminding me of andrewkeith. in a good way. funny. just the way that he would look at me and ways that he said things. made me miss andrew a little. aww. but yeah, i hope that damon and i can become friends too. and i'd love to see him play guitar. i love people on stage though, it could be dangerous.

ali and i were supposed to go see barbarian invasions tonight, and damon was going to come and then erica and kristen were going to come too. but we got there and it was sold out, but damon had found someone selling two tickets, so he got them, so ali and he went to see it. but erica, kristen and i decided to hang out. so we came back here to decide (it was two blocks away). but they ended up being sooo entertained by priscilla that we stayed for two hours. then we went to milestone. it was pretty fun. it was an odd mix of people, in a good way. i think everyone got along great. but weird. i can't explain really.

we sat in the muchmusic speakers' corner both for a bit, but didn't record anything. i think we might soon. i think i should. but what would be the funniest thing possible? i'm leaning towards 'wh-wh-whaaaat?'. we'll see. also, i've never even seen speakers' corner, so i have no idea what's 'done'.

holy fuck i'm tired. it's nice though, no school tomorrow, and no pressing emergency needs. i like that a lot. a day with nothing nescessary.

i feel less homesick today. but for the first time ever in my entire life (and mother if you say anything about this i will be mad), i miss my brother. and realize how little i actually know about him, like at all. and how there's this gigantic barrier between changing our relationship.

i can't think anymore. i wish i were a good breather.

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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