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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2004.11.20 6:53 a.m.

well, it's been awhile since i was up this early.
even though i slept a moderate amount last night i really didn't want to get up. at all. i should sleep more.

it's cold out this morning. still unreasonably warm for november but i'm getting used to this never-really-winter business. except for in terms of christmas. i bet this'll be one of those years where it doesn't snow until january. i hate that. i'm with bing crosby on this one.

i'm going to be at the soccer centre all day today. giving out the bj's. i'm working for brent because i need extra monies. i hope that it's kind of fun..or easy. yeah, i'm down with easy. i'm actually betting on boring. dammit.

i had a dream last night i was going to start working as a foot model. i mean, i have nice enough feet and stuff...but that's weird.

i like working short shifts. yesterday was moderately busy and also fine. and hillary and ashley didn't spoil the o.c. for me. and i watched it last night so now i'm caught up. it was pretty good. i really don't like marissa. what a whiney baby.

spent more time on the phone last night. an interesting invention the phone is. very interesting. interesting interactions.

i wonder if me and will are actual friends. sometimes i wonder if we were there for the same conversation... i really like talking about stuff with him though. even if it gets mixed up in the end.
and i really like how he takes so long to say something that i forget what the original point is. no, really, i like that the tangents are almost as important.

it's strange, i think, that people can have such different impressions of the same situations.
this goes for so many things.
are we even interacting?

i was going to see niki last night. but then i lay down. and lying down i realized there was nothing that i wanted more than to keep lying down. so i just went to bed.
will said that he wanted to hang out with us but he wasn't there when i phoned. hmmm. someone isn't our new best friend and we'll take him nowhere.

as for tonight...what is happening... is there really no music i should go see this weekend? that's bizarre. well, someone better decide to entertain me.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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