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2004.01.01 7:56 p.m.

wow. that was a really terrible new year's. actually parts of it were okay, but over-shadowed by suck parts.

the worst was seeing alvin. holy god does it ever hurt sometimes. we saw him first thing, when he told me that he had just run away from the psych ward. and needed a place to sleep. when we left i didn't expect to see him again later. but he was sure at angie's later. for so long. and kept talking to me. i just don't know how to react at all. he's so ugly. and so crazy.

nikill and i also started out in not-too-great moods. actually, pretty bad. and we kept running around. i left a message for const saying that we'd be around lydias, so we kept going back there because i wanted to see him. and we went to the yard and spent a lot of time at angie's house. i talked to burke most of anyone the entire night. all about carlan! hahaha carlan i ruined your life. except it'll be good. he thinks you're beautiful. he's quite good though, burke, and i'm supposed to watch a movie with him, whether carlan's there or not. and if i go alone, you know i'll mack him, just to serve her right.

i also married seb and shaunmason. as a three. i'm going to have all the babies, and they're going to earn the keep. apartantly seb 'only shoot blanks. on the good days.' so shaun better be productive. ahhh, they're so cute. i'd definitly have their babies.

i spent a good long time talking to megan jabusch too, it was so fun and nice. we used to be really close. she's still quite hilarious. and we have good jokes dating back through time. and she really really understood about seeing brea the other night.

i finally found const at lydia's close to three. and he said he'd come find me at angie's after he drove his ex-girlfriends home (two of them). so niki and i went back there and were there for a couple of hours waiting for him. and i was trying to avoid alvin. fun. we left at five because i was going to fall asleep. and i was upset.

it does turn out though that he was pulled over by cops and though passed the breathalyser, they decided that he couldn't drive his car because the taillights weren't working properly or something. so they took it and he walked to his dad's. sucks for him too. so neither one of us were impressed with our new year's. but i'm supposed to see him sooner. or later i guess.

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oh!! oh!!! good lord i'm terrible at remembering to tell people this. i'm not leaving until wednesday now! so good. so i can still see you for the next few days. and everyone should come to jazz on sunday! ohhh fun. i'm so glad i'm not leaving in 10 hours like i was supposed to.

this is also amazing because i called steve's house and she's not coming home until tomorrow now. she was supposed to be here tonight. but it's okay, because i'll still get to see her. and dan'll come back! i have things to tell them. clearly.

yesterday was pretty good apart from the new year's part. i ran a lot of errands, talked to fraser for a bit, and had coffee with andrew keith. that was nice, i haven't seen him in so long. he and constantine do look a little alike. funny. we had a nice talk though, i hope he's having a good life. it seems like we'll be friends later on as well.

i went to an awesome dinner at melissa's last night as well. i was very happy to sit on ryan and hug everyone and talk to ellen (who's idea it was to change the flight). the food was also amazing. good work melissa. aww. also was good to see mehta and ali and mitch, who i didn't see that much at my party.

this life gets stranger. i'll be interested to see what moving brings. parts, i'm tired of dealing with. parts i want to last forever. i guess, it'll always be like that...

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