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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

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2004.10.03 9:17 a.m.

stupid family. i want to be in bed. i guess we're having family over for griddlecakes. griddle cakes are one of my favorite foods. i should seriously learn to make them. especially for toronto. mmm breakfast parties.
luckily i really like my family (most times. except emry.) otherwise i'd be punching people.

work was actually really fun yesterday. there was four of us on and it was like a party. in a work way, but still. and it was a really short shift so i wasn't overly dead by the end of it. i hate it when we run out of panini stuff all at the same time.

i haven't been to the gym in a few days. i'm disapointed in myself. on the other hand, it's not like i haven't been busy.

(..i turn on the stereo to make it sound like christmas
what can i say? we've drifted a distance away
how sincere can i sound underneath these blinking lights..)

i watched 'lost' yesterday. at first i thought it was actually a pretty good premise. a plane crash marooning people on a tropical island. but why do they have to make it so overly-unbelieveable already? i mean, it's only the pilot. but now there's giant man-eating polar bears? what? but i'll probably still watch it. obviously. and there's a really hot guy on it. and the guy from 'hideous kinky' i think. actually, i kind of like most of the cast. but i'm easily amused.

oh man, the show last night was so much fun. i really like parades against parades. so much. aw the babies..really mostly just fraser. they're really fun to dance to. and we know how i feel about dancing. seriously though, i just want to be dancing. at all times. i think it is the funnest thing ever.
i got to sell buttons for them for a bit. my slogan was 'buy a button motherfucker!' it seemed to go over well.
fjords was also really good. not as good as parades i don't think. but fun. they had a couple of real gooders. but i didn't want to dance to them as much. sarah played keyboards for them instead of alisin. alisin's coming home next weekend.

i love the atmosphere of shows. i like seeing everyone i like so much. i wish they hadn't of been i.d.ing so badly so that more people could have come.
i hung out with john virtually all night. i really like him. i mean, in a hot way, but also even if we're just friends i really like him. i like spending time with him. and we hung out with elicia too. who is seriously the funniest person i've met. in her specific overly-blunt way. i like it so much. best quote of the night elicia to john "i want to come to your house and eat cereal. (pause) what kind of cereal do you have?" so funny. then she quized him on what kinds of bread, peanut butter and milk he buys. and then she said "i'm really disapointed. i don't really want to come over so much anymore." she kept asking him the most awkward questions. and he was so totally unphased. then she said "i can't get to you. this amuses and irritates me. i really like you. i have a giant non-sexual crush on you and i want us to be friends and hang out all the time. okay?" elicia is so amusing. i almost peed.
the funny thing about all this hanging out with john is that i really don't know how he feels towards me. but it's not like he didn't know anyone else there... i mean, we both knew so many other people there. but i really didn't feel like not being around him.. a lot of people also really like him. that's funny. i should pick boys that no one else likes. except then they'd probably be gross.

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