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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2003.11.29 10.17 p.m.

me and steven need dates for the j.foo.po staff christmas party. ho ho, it'll be quite good if we go and it's ridiculous and we get really drunk. i'm going to put gin in my flask i believe, nothing says christmas like a little sweet gin. maybe with cranberry. i'm hoping for grilled cheese platter for dinner, i don't know about you. and i bet we're having ice cream for desert.

i'm also planning to dress up really extravagantly and beautifully. i've been needing an excuse to wear my red satin stillettos. oh i'm not kidding. they're beautiful. i'm wearing them right now. i think i'm going to start wearing them all the time. except that i can't walk at all in them. but that's clearly not the point. when i'm famous i'm going to wear highheels all the time. and then people are going to think i'm really tall.

i kind of want to be a secretary with long fake red fingernails, lacey underpants and stillettos.

i'd be lying if i said i didn't want carnathan to email me back. email is irritating. it's impossible to convey anything properly. i'm not stalking him or wanting to have his babies.. i'm just bored. and the more people i know in toronto (however vauguely) the better. i'd like to be friends with the rest of the carnations but it'd be awkward emailing them. wank wank wank. bore bore bore.

i really should be in bed. yesterday i worked at the bay until 10 then went to louis, then slept (breifly), then worked at j.foo.po from 5-3.30 then worked at the bay from 5-9.15. sweet. my feets hurties. ew grossies.

nikill and i went to louis last night again. i like ritual. i like routine. especially when it's fun. i wasn't really in the mood to be there. and neither was she i think. none the less we gave it a good dancing shot. i saw sweet constantine. he played jungle boogie especially for us. not only does he remember my name, but he also remembers to bring jungle boogie.. he told j.m. the other day that i'm pretty cool, or something along those lines. i should really stop beating this old dead bloody stinking horse. really. but...

the bay was weird today. i ended up working a couple of hours by myself in lingerie because we were so short staffed. and then they told me i'm being transfered to point-of-sale, which is fine by me, in fact it's what i wanted originally. far less selling and customer approaching. the entire bay is so weird. it's huge, there's so many people. i want to make friends..but it's hard to start. and now i've lost all my jewlery friends, well not completely. i promised to wave. i like people so much. i love new friends.

i was talking a lot to sandra at the foo.po. today. it was funny. she told steve in her review that we were 'a bit chatty'. i'll tell the world. that's the best part of my job.

i really think i should start doing stand-up. mostly as a joke. think you can't do stand-up as a joke? you're wrong. and i also have a lot of man-thong thoughts to express.

hothotheat's songs are so close to being completely choruses. i like it so much. sometimes the verses are the crap parts of songs anyway.

thanks for the opinions on the pictures. i think i need to get some more done. and get my main headshot scanned. i need some decent full-body ones. i get to submit four pictures i believe. ugh. i'm so busy avoiding everything. anyone want to start an avoidance club? we'll just avoid things.

previously - and then

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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