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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2003.09.11 9:19 p.m.

[open your eyes, put it in drive
get on the road, and just go.]

i feel incomplete. i'm quite happy today. good mood and all, but even when i'm feeling positive..it's just not all there or something. i'm not moving forward anymore, or even trying. i used to always be saying i was doing something, even if i'd never get around to it. maybe that's what's missing. the lack of talk of action. the lack of complete planning.

i downloaded the song 'devil's got my woman' from the ghost world soundtrack. it's good. real good. i'm exactly like ghost world. i should stop making it worse. what i'd really like is a copy of 'jann pehechann ho', the indian song they play at the beginning. it's so good.

speaking of sooo good, travis came to jerry's today. and i hugged him and he spun me around. he's so tiny, i'd almost forgotten, and sooo hairy. his beard is quite good. conviently he came in near the end of my shift so i sat with him and pat and aaron and brendan. they're pretty funny. good stories, many car crashes, and apparantly pat's running in some sort of civic election...? excellent.

travis is still so in on doing a play! how exciting! maybe that would make life feel better. actually, i know it would make life feel better. how fun. i need to hang out with him. i'm sure there's many yukon stories worth hearing.

have i talked about how erin walton works all the time with me? yeah, she's pretty good. i mean, not my best friend..but it turns out she's quite a good little worker. seriously. anyways, we were talking about dance today and she says her studio has adult beginner jazz and hip hop classes. brilliant. i should definitely take them. of course. it'll be $60/month for the two. so she says. ha ha. i'd like that a lot. oh i like dancing. i think..

i need to talk to niki. niki call me back. slut.

[open your eyes, put it in drive
get on the road, and just go.]

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*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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