disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.
note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.
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2003.06.02 11:36 p.m.
i feel like making pretentious spaces and .... and aluding. wait, alluding? allueding? alludeing? fuck.
i think i'm giving up on this 'if i talk about stuff it won't happen'. i mean, nothing happens anyway. yeah. good point.
i saw an ad for a car i might want in the paper today. an 87 nissan micra, so on and so forth for $1450. if it's blue or silver. or even white would be fine. probably.
i have an audition for a short film on wednesday. directed by torin stephenson. related to sarah? i wonder. (Jen,15 years old, wears her hair in a pony tail. She is young and innocent looking, but has a mischievous streak. She is of the internet generation.) we'll see i suppose. i'll be too nervous to talk anyway.
it was so beautiful rainy out today. i was so sad though when it stopped raining immediately after i got off work. ahhh trapped inside. but then it was raining so hard just a little bit ago and i was dancing outside and slip-slide-falling everywhere. amazing.
i hope it rains tomorrow. and the day after tomorrow. and the day after that. and there's no power. ho ho.
i bought some of this tom's of maine deodorant that my mum used to wear for my whole childhood and now i smell like my mum. it's pretty nice. i feel pretty safe and at ease. i also bought so many lip balms. junior mint (!) chocolate stuff, pink lemonade, and dr. pepper (or dr. rock as the case may be). so good. i'm going to eat myself. they will go nicely with my 17 other flavours. ah fuck. why do i buy shit?
me and jeffmorton went to city perk for tea this evening. it was pretty fun. i like our boring talk. i had a really good bagel. then we went to london drugs (where i bought all the afore-mentioned crap) and wandered around for awhile.
more and more i am loving tiny moments of life. and trying to spend more time enjoying what i'm doing, as opposed to wanting to do something else, or something more. i'm learning not to push, in any way. it's fun.
i think renee got fired today. i hope so. she was being such a pain painpain. so that means i won't have to work that horrible 12 to 8:30 shift on friday. i hope.
i haven't talked to maggi in days. i should call her. it's only midnight. yeah. it's the first day i haven't talked to jamie in a few. don't want to play that record too much, eh? ahhhhhh.
jeffmorton says sam is working at jerry's now. i wish i was in the loop. no one told me, and i was the one pulling to get her hired. i hope she is, that'd be funny.
i feel like accomplishing something tomorrow. or lying in bed for hours. i feel like a road trip and i feel like lying in a park.
i hope it rains for years.
previously - and then
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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15
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