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2004.10.16 11:52 p.m.

my mood has improved. could be classified as jovial. with a smidgeon of cynical. because i still hate everything. i think two nights in a row of not really going out have done me good. in a hot way.

yesterday was fun. i worked..then i didn't do any of the things i was meaning to do..at all..which was stupid, but at the same time fine, i just came home a slept. which i actually really needed i think. i've been feeling gross for the past while, and sleep is my favorite thing. then i got up and watched some tv and read some of my book and went back to sleep. it felt good. i really like not doing anything sometimes..

i had an audition for a sasktel commercial this morning. it was beyond dumb. just ridiculous. i had to be really really excited and punch my fists into the air. i almost vomited all over their faces instead. needless to say, i'm not getting that commercial.

after the audition i went to lawson and got a bj (because i sure don't drink enough boosterjuice. ever.) which was delicious. i met the girl i've never worked with, and if anyone looks like a little elf, it's her. how cute. i kind of wanted to knock her over..just because.

i also payed off my library fines..why did i do this? i'm clearly moving again..but i payed off 20some dollars. and rented some movies. including a pilates video..we'll see if that gets done. i'm doubtful.

me and niki went to value village tonight. it was pretty fun. especially when niki would put on the ugliest dresses i've ever seen in my entire life and parade around the aisles (sp?). we tried on matching jean dresses and fell over laughing. we bought hillarious earings..just gorgeous. and i bought a red velour bunnyhug and some hand weights and a hot green shirt and a funnyfunny ice-green bra. funny bras are funnier than most funny clothing. it's also hot. obviously..
we also got this pair of glasses (armani) that are really close to our prescriptions. who's to say who they work better for since we don't know our own perscriptions..or the perscriptions of the glasses..but they're pretty and funny. i intend on wearing them.

then we went to niki's house where i ate most of the food in their kitchen and did a lot of nothing. early in the evening i asked niki if she liked cross-words and she said no..and then we spent many hours trying to do this stupid stupid crossword. sooo long. and the crytoquip as well. but actually, the crossword is mostly done..and the ones that are left just seem impossible. they're probably terribly easy and we'll feel stupid later.. good on 'er.

i'm happy to be at home now. and happy to be warm. it's terribly cold out. and snowing. oh christmas is a coming so quick.
i put up all my christmas lights in my room. i love christmas lights in people's rooms.
if you put up christmas lights in your room i'll make out with you..actually i'd probably make out with you anyway. i really just like to push things to see how far they'll go.
i wish there was a way to explain to people how i'm attracted to them and how it really doesn't matter..

my mum gave me her cough. i'm impressed. actually, it's kind of a satisfying cough right now, it feels like i'm accomplishing something.

i wonder what my apartment will be like in winter..i love that there's so much to look forward to.

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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