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2003.06.17 4:31 a.m.

i should have gone to bed as soon as i got home. that was the plan. but, i never do. that's the way the pork. well, i got some sleep, that's good for a change.

i'm nervous about opening. today will be my first time by myself. ai. there's so much stuff i'm not sure helen really showed me. well, we'll see i guess. and i'm allowed to phone her at any time, so it should be alright, right? good. it's odd being in charge of stuff.

yesterday i was so tired and irritable. i kept snapping at customers, not really noticeably, but i still felt bad. they're just so dumb and angry. never a good combination. i don't have to work tomorrow. maybe i'll get drunk by myself tonight. that'd be alright. really.

a lot of kids that i know came in yesterday. alisin suggested that i make up a name for her and call it. an inside joke. but, well, i'm fairly exhausted in trying/pretending to be friends. with her, and with anyone. fraser looked very nice in business attire, and andrew looked....funny in not business attire. i don't know what i think of anyone anymore. i need to get out of cycles. it's not that i don't miss people, it's that i don't miss myself with those people.

i talked to maggi for awhile last night, she's pretty good. and it's nice to have a girl friend, i've been lacking in that department lately. except all the girls at work.

i shouldn't be late. oh, no..gotta get things done. and hopefully, i'm seeing jeffmorton after work today, so that will be nice. when you only have 3 friends, you learn to value them quite well. especially when they're great.

previously - and then

*oh random entry*

all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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