disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.
note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.
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2002.08.14 6:57 a.m.
visiting matt yesterday was good i think. although i have trouble sitting and being serious and undisruptful. especially in quiet quiet places like hospitals. something about hospitals makes me giggle. yes, i realize that sounds disrespectful....but there's just something. and matt didn't really require my sadness or sympathy or pity. it seems more like he would need people to just be there and not be strange and awkward. he's okay though. i mean...not good..but.
it was odd that chelsey was there. she didn't really say anything to us. i think she just wanted to be alone with him. which is understandable. matt's lucky to have such parent-like parents right now. and apparantly he can get anything he asks for. man....
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i got to see alix yesterday too. nice. we're going to hange out i think. or hang as the case may be. we all went to browsers and the woman there gave us free muffins. it was a group of people that i definatly liked.
last night we watched waking life. it was well worth it for the second time. it's such a quiet movie. it was odd how still we all held ourselves and how swallowing too loudly (which i always do.) was a distraction. no one really talked. except for alisin who came in half-way through and was very loud about it.
alisin has a new boy. and apparantly they're having lots of fun. without doing much. and what i say is good! good good good! that's probably what i need. a managing-not-to-kiss-each-other-even-though-we're-spending-all-day-together, kind of a day. managing being the key word. to explain how cool sebastian is: he manages to look fine in tapered jeans.
me and alisin laughed so so so much yesterday. it was just that kind of mood. but what i don't understand is why it made people mad. yes, we were loud...but besides that? and we told secrets. they were about you. there are some things that are beyond funny to us that make no sense to anyone else. and it's okay that way. but it's so messed up but how much we don't get along at other times. i don't know what to feel. at alllllll.
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on the bright side i'm now the girlfriend of a sex god.
previously - and then
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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15
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