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2003.06.30 12:52 a.m.

i want a new computer. an e-mac. yum. then i'd never leave the house. so maybe it's for the best that i don't have one.

it's getting really hot. i don't do well with heat. it doesn't feel like summer yet but i can't explain why. probably because i work so much. it's killing my body. my feet are constantly in pain. i should get metal feet.

i'm not having people over on tuesday. so don't bring your mom. apparantly i have to make fudge nuts bars at seven the next morning. too much fun. actually de-cup the fnbs i'm making tomorrow morning. jerry's is over-fun.

i went to see megan lane very briefly yesterday. as soon i left the house i got in this really gross irritable mood. it was pretty gross. i went back home and watched most of 'pollock' which was pretty good, though i have yet to finish it. it made me feel like painting..surprisingly.

i went to see blood music play with por nada (from edmonton) at amigos with jeffmorton. it was pretty fun. bands are so fucking loud. it hurts me. i like outdoor shows. blood music was better than i've seen them before...or i just enjoyed it more, i'm not sure why. chris laramee (sp?) smashed his guitar at the end of the show. he's so fucking hardcore. no, i think he's probably sad. but once it was smashed he just kept on smashing it good. after all the boys in the audience came gathering around to see it. i only stayed for a couple of por nada's songs, but from what i heard it was some pretty good geek rock, or 'emo' if you will. i like nerdy boys they're so cute. but yes, they were worth listening to, and if i wasn't so tired i was going to die, i would have stayed. jeffmorton and me had fun as always. good things to talk about and make jokes about. he's going to go see 'holes' with me i think. the book was pretty good, so i expect the movie to be at least okay.

i burnt my elbow on the waffle cone iron today. elbow burns are so irritating, it's constantly moving and being gross. but besides that it was a blessedly slow sunday. and i got a lot of socializing done.

i'm thinking about cleaning my room. that would be interesting. i haven't done that in months and months and months. so, it'll be pretty gross. i just don't know what to do with all the stuff though. ugh. i need lots and lots of shelves. ten billion.

i'm also thinking about going to sleep. it seems like for the amount of time i spend thinking about it and talking about it and craving, i'd be sleeping a lot more often. it's just so easy to put off sometimes.

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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