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disclaimer: this is the life and times of meredith r. mistletoe. i'm making a slight attempt to disguise my identity and hide things that i write about and pretend i don't feel things i do. but if you read this and i don't know you read it, then you read it at your own risk. and you should let me know you're reading it... especially because a lot of the time things need clarifying or aren't quite true anymore or etc etc etc.

note: potential employers: please do not judge me on my diaryland. that's lame.

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2004.03.04 12:12 p.m.

i'm home for like the two minutes between plans. i haven't started packing. it feels like i never left..oh well, at least i don't really need anything. kind of.

supper with travis was pretty nice. he just came over and we ate here. he eats a lot. quite a lot. it's funny. we talked about everything and nothing and made a lot of jokes. i made him sit around while i decided what to wear. he wasn't very helpful. but at least he's honest. actually, he's one of the only people that will tell me if something looks bad..i mean, if i ask. i value honesty.

we went to louis and met up with niki and burke and jeffmorton when he was on a break from playing. it was alright..mostly a lot of small talk. mixed with some awkward small talk. mixed with me roaring (priscilla-style). burke and niki left to go and watch the big lebowski..but i didn't really feel like going. also i'd said that i'd be at louis and constantine said he'd come by. and he did come by. and all of his friends were there. and he sat with them, so i went over and talked to them all for a bit. and it was fine except awkward, and also so pointless. i mean, i felt like i had a better interaction with his roommate, jay, than i did with him..we were making jokes about how we talk when i call and stuff..yeah. and then i said to const that we should hang out, and he said 'yeah, maybe tomorrow if i'm not subbing' and it's just so ridiculous, i have ten plans today. well..five.
ugh. sorry, never mind. it doesn't matter. i just kind of want to wrap things up. i like resolution, i actually thrive on it..and something tells me i'm sure not going to get it this time. fuck.

but i did talk to jeffmorton, and that was..necessary, and good and productive. i'm supposed to see him today as well..hopefully. and it was really great to just sit and talk with travis for awhile. we talked about things we don't even normally talk about. i hope he gets a diary, since that seems to have taken over human communication in some ways..

i had breakfast at the foo po this morning with helen and steve. it was good, i was glad to see helen. and i ate some waffle, which made me feel ill. and then i had lunch with janel at the pitapit just now. i'm quite glad i got to see her, she's so completely not like me, i find it entertaining. i got to hear all about her new pilot boyfriend..awwww. i hope she's happy, she deserves it i think.

i have coffee with ashleyandamy right away, and then seeing jeffmorton, and then i have a valentines day supper with hillary tonight. i'll have to wear lots of red and pink. awesome. i should stop and pick up some chocolates as well! fancy. but i probably won't. too bad, maybe if i did, she'd put out.

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all the diarylands. - 2008.02.21
I move my head. - 2008.01.27
read the other one. - 2008.01.21
was Medium? - 2008-01-17
Or maybe I won't. - 2008.01.15

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